endlessly

I just don't know. I go to work, I do my job, I train my ass off, I eat right, I work out more times in a day than you do all week, I get bruised, punched, chipped teeth, near broken fingers, I hang out with the boys, I drink a few beers, I smile....................

..... but I still think about her everyday. We're almost a year to the day that the ring came off and maybe that's why I'm writing this now; I'm relapsing a bit. Whatever the reason I really miss her tonight.