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So I took the test for the flight program today. I'm pretty freaking nervous about how I did. I studied well and it's not a hard test, it's just I have the tendency to outsmart myself on these things. What I mean to say is in situations like this (i.e.- tests involving anykind of profile analysis or otherwise) I tend to try and ascertain the answer that is being sought and often end up doing worse than if I had just taken it cold. I don't know, I have certain behaviour that I often express in testing situations when I do really well and I certainly noticed some of that today. There was the innappropriate laughter, the song stuck in my head accompanied by humming and foot-tapping while I'm cranking out answers, and that 'tunnel-vision' focus where if the room suddenly caught on fire I wouldn't notice until I had completed the exam. It's weird. I'm weird. Anyway, I'm a little sketchy right now and can't even relax enought to take a nap though I'm exhausted. So, I'm gonna go to the gym and try to go to sleep early tonight. Wish me luck.

I really want to fly...........