endlessly

Really bad mood last night and drank WAY too much. Threw up a bunch and didn't feel any better. I mean about the bad mood, I felt tons better physically after throwing up. Anyway, hoping to hear from her soon, she said she'd call. I was just looking at her myspace and reading messages between us from just a few months ago when she still loved me like before. I'm at a loss for what happened to make her stop loving me. Yes, I'm completely obsessed and can't stop thinking about her. What do you expect when you lose the love of your life? Need to go now. My hands are still twitching from drinking so much last night and I still feel sick. Wonderful.