endlessly

Yeah, so she called me yesterday. God it was so freaking good to hear her voice. I simply will never give up on her. She loved me with all her heart for over three years and suddenly she just doesn't feel it anymore? The way we felt about each other and the relationship we had is not something that simply goes away with a zip code change. I'm going to go on with my life to the best of my ability but I'm never going to stop waiting for her. She's worth it. She is the love of my life and anyone from here on out would simply be second best. And if and when I'm right about this and we are back together it will have all been worthwhile. The past years three years feel like a dream and I just woke up. There are so many things that I've realized about myself and life that I may not have had this not happened. I've always said that "everything is a learning experience." Well, I have learned tons from this and I will use it all to become a better man. And when the day I hope for comes I will be so much stronger and so much more capable to care for and love her that this will probably prove to be a great thing that happened for us. Till then, I still miss her with every second that passes and wish I could just look in her eyes again. Those eyes captivate me. I love you baby. Till then...............