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its time for an upate...
1.i quit my job.
2. new remy lebeau songs are up and im very proud of them.
3. im going to bartending school soon...which means i might be the last face you remember out of the night...before everything becomes a blur.
4. love life is still non existant.
[fin]

so im done trying with girls and relationships all together. the whole fucking thing is dumb. this doesnt mean im going gay...it just means that im done trying. have a nice day.

so im totally going to get fired.

i asked for thursday and monday off, so i could go out and hang out with friends, told them id work the weekend for them. saturday i left early and told them id be back around 3-4...and never came back. lmao. today im coming in late because im going to see zao...but i still havent decided if im...
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goodnight moon, goodnight house, goodnight mouse.

so basically the "wendy" chapter of my life book has been written, ended, and sealed for good.

so basically i am feeling emo today

so basically they should make cigs more powerful then newports, or i am starting to get addicted

so basically i would STILL do porn...i STILL need the money.

so basically i cancelled my solo project show today because i felt like...
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i almost had a melt down today, 10 minutes later i talked a friend/band mate out of one. i dont know if that makes me rediculous...or a good friend.

so, my gf [ex] emailed me saying shes sorry for ignoring me for a week, and shes locked herself in her room watching movie after movie. all her friends moved away last month. she said she didnt know what she wanted or what to do, and the question isnt whether she wants to be with me, but if i want to be with her.



ive...
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my girlfriend broke up with me. hurray.

Last night, after the Remy Lebeau show [the band i am in] a friend of mine [deigo] said Chuck Norris is a pansy, and Jet Li could kick is ass anyday.


I disagree.

I am home alone tonight. Just a few days ago i had so much to do...and back up plans.
Go to south florida, and visit a friend tonight, then stay the night there. If i didnt do that, the guys from my band we're going to see underworld tonight. If that didnt work out, a friend is having a going away party today...I could do...
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