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I've been listening to a lot of people talk about how much they want to just forget their past. This is something I have never understood. But then, I've always had trouble understanding why people think differently than myself.

Forgetting your past is not only almost impossible, but also very detrimental. Your past might not be who you are today, but it is what helped...
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I saw her in a dream I can't remember anymore.

She is more beautiful than the face I can't recall, more perfectly flawed.

I'm falling again. Don't bother to catch me.

She already has her arms outstretched.



(I have a girlfriend!)

Too tired to go into detail at the moment.

But quick update: I shared my bed with a wonderful lady last night. Not quite sure where this is going, but it seems to be going somewhere I'd enjoy. School is...school. I'm struggling through it. My family is unpredictable and contradictory, as per the usual. My art is giving me a hard time, but I know...
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I need a girl who won't break my heart every time I look at her.

(I love that I'm making books and writing again. I'm not quite sure if I'm writing stories...poetry...or some strange combination of the two. But I think it works.)

Memory slothes across the floor, gripping at the edges of the jagged tiles to pull itself slowly closer. Sara sits atop a precarious desk, stock-still. Mute. She screams out the disaster through her wide eyes. Hands blaze...
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Falling in love is like falling into an icy mountain lake.

The moment you hit the water, you know there is no going back. As your body is enveloped by stabbing chills, your extremities flail, trying to keep the numbness from overwhelming all sensation. After what feels like the infinite, you finally push your way up through the surface. Your head breaks the tension and...
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3 things are needed in my life immediately...

#1. silver nail polish
#2. fabulous golden blonde hair
#3. to make love to a woman...not fucking, not just sex, but to really make love to her...

So this girl at school...her name is Mary. She's fantastic. Beautiful. And an amazing kisser.

It goes well so far. Keep your fingers crossed.

I need someone to date. Like yesterday.

"Okay. I knew very early, some people do. I knew when I couldn't take my eyes off my high school English teacher, when my knees quivered every time my chemistry lab partner brushed her elbow against mine. When I could hardly wait for double dates to end so my girlfriend and I could cuddle in her bed together and demonstrate to one another what the...
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