Guys, I'm sorry.
I was ( and am) distraught.
Today I found out that my ex-fiance ( whom I am still madly in love with), has a new girlfriend. So as if that weren't bad enough.....
Then I went to see one of my favourite bands, Die Mannequin (they are opening for Deftones soon, check them out www.myspace.com/diemannequin ), and the singer, Care Failure is a good friend of mine.( I'm about to post an album with photos of me with Care, and some of her that I took).
So I hadn't seen Care since I left Toronto, and she was asking me why I left. I told her that my fiance had broken up with me and I had to get out of the city.
She was like "Oh yeah, I remember you had a fiance! Who was he?".
I said "His name was Ken."
She said; "Weird! My roomate's new boyfriend is names Ken...."
You can guess the rest.
It was horrible.
I had JUST found out that he had a girlfriend, and in the same night I find out she is my friend's roommate.I had also just finished telling my best friend Darryl that I wondered what Ken's new girlfriend was like.
It was literally the most insane and coincidental thing that's ever happened to me.
Anyway I told Care everything and she's going to tell her roommate that Ken is a jerk.
But it doesn't matter.The idea of him with someone else, consdering himself IN A REALTIONSHIP with another girl, it just kills me inside.
In other news, my photo shoot is still a go for monday. The theme is actually relevant to this breakup, so it will be very cathartic for me I imagine.
Thank you all for your support.
So you found a new pair of lips,
A new mouth to blow smoke into.
Some kind of black hole eats me like acid,
Or trips me like a hallucinagenic...
Maybe both.
I wouldn't know,
But it's not pertinent, it's not relevant,
Is it?
Because your chest is an ice chest, not a treasure chest anymore.
Your frozen heart shattered all the little secrets to pieces,
but I still remember them,they're locked up in MY heart,
because MINE is still full of treasure, treasure,
Not ice,
not ice.
She may paint you a smile, but it's only temporary, it has to be temporary, I need it to be temporary.
Why did your shoulder turn so cold?
I used to rest my head upon it, with a familiar,musky love.
Til it locked my jaw,
til it numbed me down to,
Reduced me down to,
this heart full of ghosts,
this sunken treausure chest.
I was ( and am) distraught.
Today I found out that my ex-fiance ( whom I am still madly in love with), has a new girlfriend. So as if that weren't bad enough.....
Then I went to see one of my favourite bands, Die Mannequin (they are opening for Deftones soon, check them out www.myspace.com/diemannequin ), and the singer, Care Failure is a good friend of mine.( I'm about to post an album with photos of me with Care, and some of her that I took).
So I hadn't seen Care since I left Toronto, and she was asking me why I left. I told her that my fiance had broken up with me and I had to get out of the city.
She was like "Oh yeah, I remember you had a fiance! Who was he?".
I said "His name was Ken."
She said; "Weird! My roomate's new boyfriend is names Ken...."
You can guess the rest.
It was horrible.
I had JUST found out that he had a girlfriend, and in the same night I find out she is my friend's roommate.I had also just finished telling my best friend Darryl that I wondered what Ken's new girlfriend was like.
It was literally the most insane and coincidental thing that's ever happened to me.
Anyway I told Care everything and she's going to tell her roommate that Ken is a jerk.
But it doesn't matter.The idea of him with someone else, consdering himself IN A REALTIONSHIP with another girl, it just kills me inside.
In other news, my photo shoot is still a go for monday. The theme is actually relevant to this breakup, so it will be very cathartic for me I imagine.
Thank you all for your support.
So you found a new pair of lips,
A new mouth to blow smoke into.
Some kind of black hole eats me like acid,
Or trips me like a hallucinagenic...
Maybe both.
I wouldn't know,
But it's not pertinent, it's not relevant,
Is it?
Because your chest is an ice chest, not a treasure chest anymore.
Your frozen heart shattered all the little secrets to pieces,
but I still remember them,they're locked up in MY heart,
because MINE is still full of treasure, treasure,
Not ice,
not ice.
She may paint you a smile, but it's only temporary, it has to be temporary, I need it to be temporary.
Why did your shoulder turn so cold?
I used to rest my head upon it, with a familiar,musky love.
Til it locked my jaw,
til it numbed me down to,
Reduced me down to,
this heart full of ghosts,
this sunken treausure chest.
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Wow that does suck, what did she say?
I hope the photo shoot goes well, i'm sure you will look beautiful.
Is that a new song, I like it.
Hopefully my set gets accepted so I can afford more studio time to record the next batch (we have 3 more ready to go, just need the extra cash).
Thanks for the wishes, I hope the shoot goes well too!
I'm really excited, I've had the idea for this theme for years, but now it's so much more relevant to my life.
Hope all is well with you.
xox