Hey guys,
Holly Vamp is here again. How's everyone?
Today I'm going to talk about a topic very dabated, but that is a true, almost everything, if not everything in our lives happens for a reason. Gonna explain this better, yesterday I was a bit sad about some everyday problems that seems a bullshit but at the end of the day it has a troll in your life, and a beautiful and pure feeling called "love", sometimes put you down more than any other thing.
You try everything to forget and you can't, and that is what I'm going through loving this one person, who is not part of my life anymore, I mean just not physically, cause mentally it doesn't leave me for a minute, it seems like a movie showing all the moments together all the time, and you don't have a remote control to turn it off or change tha station, you watch it again, and again, and you pray for a new end, or better a new begin with a happy ending story, you feel like trying again, when you must give up.
The days keeps passing by, and nothing changes, neither a message, nor a call, but life goes on weather you're ok or not, that's when you have to hold on to the things that makes you happy, and to start reading the signs.
That's the way I felt yesterday when I read the Suicide Girls e-mail. I told myself: "That is your chance Holly, grab it."
I think it is sign, that God is working on something bigger in my life. That's it! If you are facing something bad in your life, believe, wait for better days to come. Let's hope for the best.
Thank You Guys for Reading!
Holly Vamp is here again. How's everyone?
Today I'm going to talk about a topic very dabated, but that is a true, almost everything, if not everything in our lives happens for a reason. Gonna explain this better, yesterday I was a bit sad about some everyday problems that seems a bullshit but at the end of the day it has a troll in your life, and a beautiful and pure feeling called "love", sometimes put you down more than any other thing.
You try everything to forget and you can't, and that is what I'm going through loving this one person, who is not part of my life anymore, I mean just not physically, cause mentally it doesn't leave me for a minute, it seems like a movie showing all the moments together all the time, and you don't have a remote control to turn it off or change tha station, you watch it again, and again, and you pray for a new end, or better a new begin with a happy ending story, you feel like trying again, when you must give up.
The days keeps passing by, and nothing changes, neither a message, nor a call, but life goes on weather you're ok or not, that's when you have to hold on to the things that makes you happy, and to start reading the signs.
That's the way I felt yesterday when I read the Suicide Girls e-mail. I told myself: "That is your chance Holly, grab it."
I think it is sign, that God is working on something bigger in my life. That's it! If you are facing something bad in your life, believe, wait for better days to come. Let's hope for the best.
Thank You Guys for Reading!
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Oh Fletching you are dealing with the same thing as me. I think we can help each other to go through it, suicide girls has arrived in our lives at the right moment.
We will be ok