emya

Dear SG

Times have been crazy for me of late. Im sorry I have left you all for so long. But I find it hard to express myself when I do not feel like myself, so would rather hide in the shadows until happy Emya returns

I suffer from depression and anxiety, which youre probably surprised about since Im so bubbly and chirpy on here, but it can happen to anyone and is very hard to control. I seem to crumble like Ryvita when times get hard, but Im finding ways to cope and this wonderful, glorious sunshine is making me feel a shit load better.

I know a lot of girls on this site suffer from similar issues and I just want to say, Emya is there for you and knows what youre talking about. And if you ever want any advice or need someone to talk to, Im good at that!

Ive been battling with this bloody IT course I dont know why I started, so Ive decided to give it up for now. I just cant handle the pressure of a full time course and a full time job. I feel I need to take a step back and chill, I always put way too much pressure on myself to learn new skills, develop a career etc, when I should really sort out my head first and look at all the good things I have in my life and chillax, instead of always striving for more. I mean, I have an awesome home, a well paid job (not my dream job, but it could be a lot worse!) a perfect man who loves me to death and who I want to spend the rest of my life with, wonderful family, friends and hey, Ive still got my looks! Haha!

Im glad the cloud is finally lifting and I can see more clearly now. Ive been in a haze for some time, but the old Emya is making a come back and Doodlebug WILL NOT be the last set I donot saying any more than that!

Thanks to everyone who didnt forget

On to happy times! Heres me with a new hair colour, (au natural brunette) pissing about on my mates desks!
(For some reason I acquired a 'DJ Face' in every shot!! Haha! Man, Im coooool!)









Peace and Love and Rice and Pea!

Emya

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