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So I did it..i told her how i feel...and now i remember why i was keeping it to myself. It wasn't a yes...and it wasn't a no...it was more....a i don't know what i want right now....which is exactly how i feel. I know how i feel about her, but i don't know if i can handle a relationship. and sometimes i want one..sometimes i...
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Its been said that some men are born to follow, and others born to lead. I am one of the odd, I don't want to follow. I don't like to think that i have no control over what i do, or where i go. However, I don't want to lead. Responsibility like that was no meant for such as me. Most of the time i...
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Its easier when no place feels like home...Midtown was right about that for sure!

currently i don't feel like i have a home that is mine. granted i live with my brother and sister-in-law. but i can't call it home, i actually feel like the house guest that has over stayed his welcome. So spent the day at my parents house today..for two reasons: i...
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Things are moving, some too fast, some not fast enough, but always moving.

My grandmother died recently. but there is no need to feel sorry, she was 90, and lived an amazing life. she was able to see her great grandchildren (non from me, but thats ok, taking care of my nephew shows me how unready i really am for kids. hahaha). but never the...
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So tonight i'm gonig to a "ball" a masquerade...in fact! i'm def excited. i'm going as richard nixon if i can find the mask i need.

lately things have been complicated...i finally told someone that i liked..that i liked them...i was rejected of course, but the fact of the matter is, it didn't bother me. the thing that confused me is she told me that...
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Slipping by
By: Nick

I'm very self centered,
so when you become part of the self
you become my center...

Let me not choose
between now and forever
because i'll take forever now...

My self, my center
you have become me
but then who am I?

What is to become
of someone or anyone
who can't see the trees in forests

So i sit...
and...
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As it were, I'm pretty retarded. I know I'm in love with a girl, but i can't tell her, she is one of my best friends, and the more i think about it...the more i come to realize that it just isn't a good idea to tell her. and the more i try to not thing about the situation and her in general the more...
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Although intellectually my equal, My 4 month old nephew is not much of a conversationalist. granted he spouts out his grunts of happiness, and we have a lot of fun playing and stuff...but for three days i haven't really talked to anyone but him. i find myself calling my friends (who i know are working) and leaving them ridiculously long voicemails. I'm sure you all...
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Currently I'm hanging out with my 4 month old nephew, Phineas. Def one of the best kids I've ever seen. He only cries when somethings wrong. most of the time he just chills and laughs at you.

Anyway, not much has been happening.

You guys should def check this out!! Pirates of the Great Salt Lake