I'm so sick of being surrounded by death lately. Im also so sick of writing up sympathy cards. I am mentally drained as well as physically.

I need a holiday... This '5 or so days off every few months' thing just isn't cutting it anymore.

I'm in pain all the time. My hips just keep getting worse the older I get. My...
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malada:
Chronic pain is so debilitating, like a millstone around your neck. Do what it takes to sort this shit. No kind of life for a young woman. Take care and hugs and cuddles. xxxxx
emmameow:
@brucewayne70 @malada I think what makes it worse is that I can hide it pretty well, most people wouldn't even know I'm in pain because I dont show it and never talk about it... So when I actually make a comment on it, they think 'oh it mustn't be that bad'. I mean I have better days and worse days. But when I have a headache or I feel nauseous... Tooootally different story haha can't handle feeling sick at all... But I will stop windging now 😂

Ok, are you ready to come on an adventure? have you been to the toilet? have you got your snacks/drinks etc? because this is going to be a long one!! now buckle up guys, lets go!

What a week…. There was a bit of everything in there; laughs, fun, heartbreak, exhaustion, but most importantly good times!

Wednesday

My journey started on Wednesday morning, about...
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harvest:
Wow epic weekend!!!! Can't wait to see your sets, loving the blonde hair you goddess! 
harvest:
Fuck, I meant to say sorry about your sweet doggy too. That's so hard, a life long family pet. Loves to you

So I'm on my way home from the brisbane shootfest and iv stopped at a little truck stop to take a break from driving.

There are families that have stopped for lunch and someone is playing country music, which I usually dislike, but at the moment it seems quite soothing. I don't know if it's because I'm so overtired, but I...
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jacleric:
A lovely travelogue.  Slice-of-life moments are my favorite!
lillymaeexo_:
im so jealous of the shootfest! cant wait for melbourne, getting waaay to over excited hope you had a great time, and sounds like a cool pitstop to have made;) xxx

So I'm at work…. I'm meant to be doing study but i just can't focus haha. i can already feel @luie1992 shaking his head at me all the way from the Norther Territory (he left for work this morning, and is currently flighing to darwin *booooo*). So iv decided to do the most recent @bloghomework that @missy and @rambo have assigned us...
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lilymai:
Good luck with all your goals and especially finishing school:D xxx
emmameow:
Thanks for all the positive vibes guys! ❤️

Hey, hi, hello! How’s things? What’s new?

Well! Holy crap, only one week until the Aussie Brisbane shootfest! I can’t believe how fast that has come around…. Shits cray!

But I am so excited to see all the ladies again and meet even more new ladies and shoot some new sets. There are quite a few new hopefuls in AUS lately, even...
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varga:
He's so beautiful!! As are you my lady ☺️
morgull:
Haha Noah looks so content in that sand. Did he just calmly sit there while you burried him?