emma_treasure

So get home home all safe.... not so much sound though. Feel really unsettled now, i'm not sure what I want to do with my ife right now. And as much as i should be excited that I can really do/go anywhere from here (well, i thought i could, turns out it's not that easy!!!) ... i'm really scared that i'm going to piss away some more of my life by being indecisive or making the wrong choices.
I am pretty sure that i don't want to live in Wakefield anymore, i would love to live in Portland, met a lot of cool people there and it's such a cool place, it just felt like home... but better! Am thinking of trying to go to school either there or San Francisco. Looking how to get a US visa tho is making my head want to explode, looks like i should have tried to find an american boy to marry me so i could get a green card while i was over there!

Sorry about sharing my dissillusion with you lovely people, promise i will post a 'look what I got upto in photos' soon when i get around to putting them up.

what you lot upto??? xox