emma_o

17 Nov 2006

My Truth
Current mood: cold
Category: Life

I lie at night next to my husband and I cry
I must cry for no reason for I do not know why
One thing I do know is I feel empty and alone
I have family and "friends" and a husband to love
I feel their love in return yet Im coming undone
No one is helping to catch all the pieces
It feels so dreadful all I want is for the demons to release me
To make it stop somehow, some way
I just can't take it another fucking day
I want to give up and give in but what exactly does that mean
Curl up in a ball and let all the responsiblity fall
It doesn't go away and it doesn't just fall
I must face it but what exactly is it I'm facing...
It hurts to the point that I cry for my lunch and as I fall asleep
Im drowning and the water is only knee deep





This was my truth. Not anymore, just thought I would share. ; P