emma35

These are just some of the photos I got back today. seeing how I haven't got a scanner, I just took a picture with my digital camera.
The b&w seem overexposed. : I guess I'm going to have to experiment to get the exposure correct.

life seemed okay a few days ago but now i just want to stay busy so I don't think about bad stuff.

If I wake up tommorow and it isn't gloomy I promise I will try to have a smile and have a good day, but lately its been cold and gloomy during the day. and I will wake up when it is dark anyway. fucking work. i should be glad I have a job I suppose. I should be in bed because I have to wake so damn early.

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p.s.

i want to fucking move again. how lame i can't stay in one spot for more than one semester seems like. I can hear bass thumping from someone's loud ass system and I can't sleep. It sounds minimal, but once I tune into it--that is all I can hear. i hate my sister's bird squawking so loud it hurts my ears. I hate her dogs trailing my feet. They snort snot or spit out on my bare legs and jump up and scratch them. I hate hearing her yell at her boyfriend in her bitchy tone. I hate loudness. I hate noise. I have no one to live with and I dont' think i can afford my own place. I also dont' think my parents will go for me moving anytime soon....that is summer will be the earliest I will be allowed to move. I was considering staying here for the summer. I don't know anymore.



what's a girl to do?