and if you could hold your tongue long enough you'd see that all i am is love, but i don't like me. i despise me. perfect
as if my wings were like yours. but i'm falling down....
I'm listening to some old school Dead Poetic. Four wall black mail reminds me of that venue in wichita falls, tx......can't even fucking remember the name. It's a piercing/tattoo place now. Going to shows there was always fun in the days before I even knew what a scene kid was.
whateva.
I miss my friend jessica.
I'm going to see my grandma this weekend with my sister. And I got out of my housing contract with no monetary penalities (after a big hassle) but that doesn't mean I'm not living in this poohole of a room for the rest of the semester. just three or four more weeks. Just keep telling myself that..and i'll be somewhere else.
i need to quit skipping class. and stop being sad because things are looking up.
and find an apartment
and get admitted to uco and moore/norman tech center. That would be funny if I was enrolled in three schools next semester. OU, UCO, and moore/norman tech (for my certified nurses assistant certification)
I was on my way to eppersons today to get my slide film developed, and there was a guy on the corner of may and the road off of the ramp from the highway and he had a sign that said vietnam vet, no money, no job...so i gave him two bucks. Not very generous I know, but at least it was something.
Sunday the red cross club at OU went to the veterans center in Norman and brought the old farts halloween candy and mostly everyone dressed up for the occasion. It was cool talking to them, and handing out candy! shane, our secretary, was dressed in a little kiddie green dragon costume. He looked really funny. And Ashley, our President, and Kelly, our Disaster Services chair, were dressed as a flapper and a saloon girl. I got hit on by the old men and wasn't even dressed 'sexy', so I feel kinda bad for them. They walked into a room and said Trick or treat, and the old guy sitting in the room said something about them being the treat. haha. Dirty old men. How come they can get away with it? If it was anyone else, they would get slapped.
anyway.....
it's a new season....and a new month and I have a feeling things are going to be okay.
i love you
as if my wings were like yours. but i'm falling down....
I'm listening to some old school Dead Poetic. Four wall black mail reminds me of that venue in wichita falls, tx......can't even fucking remember the name. It's a piercing/tattoo place now. Going to shows there was always fun in the days before I even knew what a scene kid was.
whateva.
I miss my friend jessica.
I'm going to see my grandma this weekend with my sister. And I got out of my housing contract with no monetary penalities (after a big hassle) but that doesn't mean I'm not living in this poohole of a room for the rest of the semester. just three or four more weeks. Just keep telling myself that..and i'll be somewhere else.
i need to quit skipping class. and stop being sad because things are looking up.
and find an apartment
and get admitted to uco and moore/norman tech center. That would be funny if I was enrolled in three schools next semester. OU, UCO, and moore/norman tech (for my certified nurses assistant certification)
I was on my way to eppersons today to get my slide film developed, and there was a guy on the corner of may and the road off of the ramp from the highway and he had a sign that said vietnam vet, no money, no job...so i gave him two bucks. Not very generous I know, but at least it was something.
Sunday the red cross club at OU went to the veterans center in Norman and brought the old farts halloween candy and mostly everyone dressed up for the occasion. It was cool talking to them, and handing out candy! shane, our secretary, was dressed in a little kiddie green dragon costume. He looked really funny. And Ashley, our President, and Kelly, our Disaster Services chair, were dressed as a flapper and a saloon girl. I got hit on by the old men and wasn't even dressed 'sexy', so I feel kinda bad for them. They walked into a room and said Trick or treat, and the old guy sitting in the room said something about them being the treat. haha. Dirty old men. How come they can get away with it? If it was anyone else, they would get slapped.
anyway.....
it's a new season....and a new month and I have a feeling things are going to be okay.
i love you
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holy crap, glad you're moving out of that shithole. you should leave some sort of gift for those shitty neighbors when you leave. but more original than a flaming bag of poo.
dirty old men get away with whatever they want because...
shit, i don't know.
take care, emily!!!