emily

thats not lame. really, its not.

It's super cold here today. I was just down on the coast getting this week's supplies and there were gail force winds and big waves. I am trying to get as much out of what's left of this winter because I will be heading south in about a month.

Lame guys suck, lame girls suck. When I lived in Olypmia I had this relationship that was so bad--so one way. The person would come over, take what she wanted physically, emotionally, materially and then leave. Never present with my feelings or needs...it was shitty. I had a relationship with a boy that also was just so lame. He was afraid of being out about our mutual affection wo it was always this thing that was hidden and had this hint of shame to it as a result of his fear. I guess why I am saying all of this to you is that even though there is a whole lotta fuckerheads, there are also good people out there--you just have to sift through lots of shit to find them.