emily

blah....It's too hot in my house...I just got up..I have no life....my whole body hurts,and there's nothing I can do about it right now....The pills don't help anymore....FUCK!and I'm so sick of doing the SAME thing every fuckin day.....It's getting REAL old....jhkdasfklahsd;goifsjhkb......I sleep,get up..and go to work....come home...play on the computer,then sleep some more.and go back to work!!!NICE!!!I really need to get out more....BUT....There is NOTHING to do in this fucked up town.....I just don't have fun anymore...Maybe that's because all of my friends are gone now...I don't know....I remember when my friends were here we would bitch about how there was nothing to do...but we would find something!!!Play hack,or pick on Jolene(that's me)Kick someone in the junk....OR punch Jolene in the boob day..you know???!?!?!?But nope none of that anymore....I would go walk around.but where would I go???There IS no place TO GO!My days off of work go by so fast....THAT REALLY SUX ASS!!I never want to go back to work..NEVER!!buuuuut I guess I have to....You know...I think it's just time for me to just get up,and leave this place.....never come back...Because if I DO come back to this place,I think I would burn this place down....really.....no joke....this place WILL die!!