I'm in San Diego. Yay! I'm in the middle of my west coast extravaganza,which includes Phoenix (Sept. 3-7), San Diego (7-11), Portland (11-15), and then one last day in Phoenix (16..my birthday!) and then back to Ohio on the 17th. I definitely need this time to clear my head and get healthy, because I've been depressed and feeling like crap. I'm having an awesome time... Read More
I don't know what to say, do, think. I just don't know.
My best friend, Elaine, was found dead in her apartment yesterday. She took her own life.
She texted me last Monday, saying that she would be out of town for a couple days to try to clear her head, and that her phone would be off. She said not to worry.
Whoa.....thats heavy
Sorry about the loss of your best friend, it's always difficult no matter the age, but when someone leaves us so young, its so hard to not think of what the future was going to bring to life.
I think you are already holding that shining bright star and carrying her torch here in this life...because she couldnt carry it herself any longer.
You already gave her the most amazing tribute in the end. I almost felt like i knew her too...and if i was part of your world, i would have done what i could as well....Dont let go of her, i think she is counting on you and her other friends to be what she wanted to be but couldnt quite make it over the hill.
You have the memories of happier times to remember by.
Don't let it eat you up to much, you seem to have knew her well enough to understand why she did it.
It takes a while, I always raise a glass to those who have gone before us, helps me put things into perspective.
oh yeah,
ps. (again)
you had a pic of Spike from Cowboy Bebop so you have to be awesome, he's probably my favorite anime character ever, or Jin from samurai champloo. anyways you're cool
Top 10 Reports the Government Wish It Hadn't Funded
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Hello!! Thanks everyone for the hair comments...as predicted, I'm over it now. I was in a really bad mood for the past week, and I was just feeling foggy-headed and grouchy and sad about everything, but then I said FUCK THAT! and I'm better now. I think I was smoking too much pot, and not sleeping enough, and feeling hormonal and weird. Plus, I've developed... Read More
You know what....i was thinking of Pistolita when you describe the way you enjoy work. She was writing on the same topic many times....and i remember when she said she just jumped right in and loves what she does and is good at. It really IS a beautiful thing!!!
Alright, prepare for a rant....
OH MY FUCKING GOD.
Ok, I'm not usually a very superficial person. I don't care about having lots of stuff or expensive clothes or anything like that. But, I have become very particular about my hair as of late. Why? Because, as a stripper, my appearance is very important, and as a general rule guys at stripclubs prefer girls with... Read More
Hello all. I've been without internet and phone for a few days. It has been strange but somewhat pleasant to be cut off from the world. But here I am again.
I finally started my new job last night. I had a lot of fun and made decent cash for a Monday night. The club is really nice, as are the girls and the staff.... Read More
do you ever post where you work exactly? if i ever end up going to one of these clubs i'd rather give me $ to someone i "sorta vaguely know on the internet"
There is a very sweet and beautiful girl on here named ROKKO who needs a lot of support right now. Go here to read about what happened. Please, even if you don't know her, send her some love and well wishes. She is a very special person. Thanks.
So, I officially haven't worked for a whole month. It has been FABULOUS, but I need to stop dipping into my savings and start making some money, for important things like WEED and oh, school. Finals were last week, and I'm proud to say that I got a B in my Japanese class. (Hooray!) As I've mentioned, I was never much of a student, so... Read More
