Wow, sorry for the melodrama....I was feeling extremely overwhelmed by negativity that day and wasn't sure how to cope. Thank you for the concern.
But, I haven"t lost my mind...yet. In fact, I'm feeling rather good these days. It seems my bad luck streak and equally bad mood have finally lifted, and I can focus on feeling awesome again. I decided to take my life into my own hands and do something risky, and it is paying off. All these years I've been searching for that elusive occupation where I can work part time, make a lot of money and actually have fun doing it, and I've finally found it. (More like, I finally found the guts to do it.) I basically get paid to look hot, dance seductively and have fun. Take a guess, haha. I love being a female.
So how was everyone's holiday? Mine was kinda shitty due to a number of factors, number one that I really, truly dislike Christmas. I like the idea of spending time with my family and seeing friends from my hometown, but I do not enjoy participating in devout acts of consumerism. And feeling so obligated to do so, as though I have no choice! I do have a choice, of course, but my traditional family (namely my dad,) would honestly be offended if I didn't hand out gifts, not because they're greedy, but because if I don't it somehow means that I don't care about my family. It's fucking silly. Every year I say that I'm going to make gifts instead but my intense resistance towards the whole deal ruins any motivation to do so. I'm also just really lazy in the winter. Besides all that, my dad got really sick on Christmas day, like puking sick, and it just didn't feel right eating our big holiday dinner without him. It's his favorite time of the year, and as much as I resent him sometimes, it really bummed me out to see the old guy so down. Then, to top it off, I started my period that day, and that always results in me being in a foul mood. The whole thing was a big load of bah humbug, and I'm glad it's over with.
I'm also really glad that 2007 is almost over with. I wouldn't change anything about it, for despite the chaos and difficult times I feel that I've learned a lot about my self and life in general. So, in that respect, it's been a good year. But I say good riddance to it all the same.
Happy 2008, ya'll. Lets make it a good one!
Ron Paul 2008
But, I haven"t lost my mind...yet. In fact, I'm feeling rather good these days. It seems my bad luck streak and equally bad mood have finally lifted, and I can focus on feeling awesome again. I decided to take my life into my own hands and do something risky, and it is paying off. All these years I've been searching for that elusive occupation where I can work part time, make a lot of money and actually have fun doing it, and I've finally found it. (More like, I finally found the guts to do it.) I basically get paid to look hot, dance seductively and have fun. Take a guess, haha. I love being a female.
So how was everyone's holiday? Mine was kinda shitty due to a number of factors, number one that I really, truly dislike Christmas. I like the idea of spending time with my family and seeing friends from my hometown, but I do not enjoy participating in devout acts of consumerism. And feeling so obligated to do so, as though I have no choice! I do have a choice, of course, but my traditional family (namely my dad,) would honestly be offended if I didn't hand out gifts, not because they're greedy, but because if I don't it somehow means that I don't care about my family. It's fucking silly. Every year I say that I'm going to make gifts instead but my intense resistance towards the whole deal ruins any motivation to do so. I'm also just really lazy in the winter. Besides all that, my dad got really sick on Christmas day, like puking sick, and it just didn't feel right eating our big holiday dinner without him. It's his favorite time of the year, and as much as I resent him sometimes, it really bummed me out to see the old guy so down. Then, to top it off, I started my period that day, and that always results in me being in a foul mood. The whole thing was a big load of bah humbug, and I'm glad it's over with.
I'm also really glad that 2007 is almost over with. I wouldn't change anything about it, for despite the chaos and difficult times I feel that I've learned a lot about my self and life in general. So, in that respect, it's been a good year. But I say good riddance to it all the same.
Happy 2008, ya'll. Lets make it a good one!
Ron Paul 2008