Soooooooooooo.........
I just erased this huge post explaining why this past month has sucked so much, but now...I really don't feel it's necessary to go into every little depressing and maddening detail when I've already gone over it a million times in my head. So I'll summarize:
1.Past landlord is trying to sue me for 6G's, but I'm pretty sure he doesn't have a chance because what he's doing is unlawful.
2.Bronchitis and roughly 28 days of insomnia. Nice combo.
3.Car was broken into; nothing stolen but passenger side door damaged enough that now anyone can go for a joy ride.
4.Doggy had a seizure.
She's ok but needs to see the vet, which mommy can't afford right now.
5.Tried asking dad about savings account opened years ago in my name by my grandfather to use for said vet visit; dad claims to have never known about such account. (BULLSHIT.) Dad is also known for being untrustworthy when it comes to finances.
6.Last but not least, car was towed from our OWN PARKING LOT because I didn't have parking tag on. I PARK THERE ALL THE TIME!!!!
Cost me all my tips and then some that I had JUST EARNED that morning at work.
But I kinda feel like the universe has had enough fun shitting on me, or at least I really hope so, cuz I could use a little sanity. I'm actually feeling alright about all of it, now that I've started to sleep a little here and there, haha.
I've decided that I'm definitely getting the words "This too shall pass" tattooed on my left thumb, in white ink. A subtle but constant reminder. At least my dad gave me that little bit of wisdom, cuz he hasn't given me much else. (Feeling a little bitter towards the old man.)
Enough internet, ya fuckin junkie. Time to go.
Peace and joy to you!
I just erased this huge post explaining why this past month has sucked so much, but now...I really don't feel it's necessary to go into every little depressing and maddening detail when I've already gone over it a million times in my head. So I'll summarize:
1.Past landlord is trying to sue me for 6G's, but I'm pretty sure he doesn't have a chance because what he's doing is unlawful.
2.Bronchitis and roughly 28 days of insomnia. Nice combo.
3.Car was broken into; nothing stolen but passenger side door damaged enough that now anyone can go for a joy ride.
4.Doggy had a seizure.
She's ok but needs to see the vet, which mommy can't afford right now.
5.Tried asking dad about savings account opened years ago in my name by my grandfather to use for said vet visit; dad claims to have never known about such account. (BULLSHIT.) Dad is also known for being untrustworthy when it comes to finances.
6.Last but not least, car was towed from our OWN PARKING LOT because I didn't have parking tag on. I PARK THERE ALL THE TIME!!!!
Cost me all my tips and then some that I had JUST EARNED that morning at work.
But I kinda feel like the universe has had enough fun shitting on me, or at least I really hope so, cuz I could use a little sanity. I'm actually feeling alright about all of it, now that I've started to sleep a little here and there, haha.
I've decided that I'm definitely getting the words "This too shall pass" tattooed on my left thumb, in white ink. A subtle but constant reminder. At least my dad gave me that little bit of wisdom, cuz he hasn't given me much else. (Feeling a little bitter towards the old man.)
Enough internet, ya fuckin junkie. Time to go.
Peace and joy to you!
trilobitten:
hey, you stole my mantra! ok, you can have it. that's a lot of shit that the universe has been throwing at you. i mean damn, i'm glad it's off my back for the time being, but i'm sorry you're catching so much. 
some other people i know are having bitter dad/money issues right now. it's like there 's something in the air that's causing a sudden rash of jackassery. or renewed jackassery, as the case may be. hope you get to be feeling better soon and you sleep long and peacefully and your doggy is ok.
some other people i know are having bitter dad/money issues right now. it's like there 's something in the air that's causing a sudden rash of jackassery. or renewed jackassery, as the case may be. hope you get to be feeling better soon and you sleep long and peacefully and your doggy is ok. 
bugbue:
the sun shines for us all at some point. lets hope your world hits a heat wave.