Man, I'm feeling lazy lately. I've been getting stuff done but I am sloooooooooooooooow to action. I can help but notice a direct correlation between internet usage and my (lack of) activity level. Devil box!!
Alright, time to get off here and design some fliers for my friend's Sustainable Christmas workshop. (Yes, yes, badass we are!)
Actually, in light of that, here are some random... Read More
Um.....so I canceled my account almost 2 months ago, but after receiving numerous emails saying that I had new messages in my SG inbox, I decided to attempt to log in.....wtf!? Hmmm.....
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You know....I'm kinda glad that I'm still able to get on here. I'm able to look at my old posts and see how much I've grown, re-hash some old memories...
I am genuinely, deeply sad that Michael Jackson died. I usually don't care about celebrity stuff, but he was my hero when I was a child and I have always loved his music and his beautiful spirit. And no, I don't think he was capable of molesting children. I've always thought those accusations were false and disgusting. He was one of a kind, incredibly talented... Read More
Today my heart was pryed open to the world, vulnerable and bleeding, and the world compassionately opened up to my heart in return. I haven't felt this good, this light and bouyant, in years. Even after having only 6 hours of sleep in 3 days! And I'm on the rag!
I feel like I've finally found my path, and it is filled with... Read More
i'm usually not one for existential epiphanies but i'm a firm believer in finding one's way, no matter how one discovers it, and so, for whatever it's worth, super fantastic for you to have found something to get your insides all excited. it's kind of a great feeling, no?
I'm in a really good place right now. Spring may have something to do with that, or maybe it's the yoga. Or maybe it's all the great people in my life, or the books I have been reading, or all the good food I have been eating. Or maybe it's because I have realized that life isn't perfect and... Read More
GAH, I just wrote a huge awesome update but it was lost when I opened a new tab. WTF!?
Ok, in summary....I'm moving into a new place, my OWN place, finally! Love the apartment, love the location, and it's better for Pebbles the Wonder Dog because it's on the first floor. She fucked up her back last week going down our wooden stairs, and we've... Read More
It's funny how you can become addicted to something as silly as a website. But that's what this is. I don't get much of anything useful or pleasurable out of this site anymore, and I'm over trying to be a Suicidegirl. (Not that I ever tried that hard, but the current process of becoming a model for this... Read More
I'd like to stay for a wee while, but I'm off to a strictly Muslim country soon, sites are monitered and people targeted. Sad but true, but.....that's life (and work) I suppose.
I got a free sub to this joint (was a member years ago) The social interaction I find a bit silly in the most part. For what its worth I dig yer pics thou my validation aint worth a can of warm Pabst
HOLY FUCKING SHIT I just discovered Opeth. Love it!
I'm going to see Secret Chiefs Three with Les Claypool in March. That will be amazing.
Things with the folks are good, my mom was really understanding and my dad just wanted to squash it. I wish he weren't so quick to put his blinders back on, but oh well. I can't change him, he can't... Read More
Hi dad, how are you? I hope you're well and had a good birthday. Did you like the Bears "card" I sent you? This is a message for both you and mom, so make sure she reads this as... Read More
You might be tempted to make full disclosure to your dad at an emotional moment (or not, I don't know you). It is probably an emotional burden for your to keep this secret, and an angry conversation might lead you to reveal the truth in the heat of the moment. Doing that would underscore just how much keeping this secret has made you unhappy, which might put some pressure on your dad to accept it.
But I would avoid that for as long as possible, and try to build your case.
I don't know why I keep thinking about your situation. I'm sorry.
But now that I think about it, you probably told your Dad about points 2-5 as a kind of distraction from point #1. Point number one was the thing that really matters to you, but by adding points 2-5 (swearing, the tattoo, smoking pot, etc.), you have presented the letter as a general confession, when it is really about point number one (not that I am denying that your parents would also disapprove of points 2-5). It is to stop Dad from speculating about point number one too much, and so that your letter could come across as plausibly just a general confession of relatively minor sins. If you had just written point number one, Dad would REALLY suspect you are stripping a lot, but with points 2-5 tacked on at the end, he probably just suspects it somewhat.
I actually think your letter is kind of brilliant really. Hope I haven't offended, but again, I find what you did terribly fascinating. Why does no one else find this letter fascinating? Where are all the other long analyses of your letter? Get with it people!
