MAN I have to PEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! Hold on a sec.
Ok I'm back. I'm getting sick of being sick. My nose has been stuffy and runny at the same time, I keep getting sinus headaches, coughing, sneezing, sore throat...u get the idea. Although the huge, bloody, solid loogies I cough up every morning are rather satisfying. (I have a thing with phlegm.)
I had an interview today, I think it went rather well. I should find out the results soon.
I'm seriously thinking about selling all my crap. CRAP, I say, because that is what it is. I have so much stuff I don't need, so much that my life would probably be simpler without. Especially when I move out, I don't want to have a lot of stuff. Just some clothes, books, cd's, and art supplies. And my violin. And of course blankets, towels, personal hygiene stuff and whatnot and some small thing to make it feel like home. I want to be able to fit everything into 2 or 3 suitcases. Material possesions are so useless, and yet we hold so much importance in them. That's why I honestly don't like to receive presents unless I can get some use out of them. It's nice when people buy u things, but I value useful things much more than decorative things. Nate has this habit of buying me cute little stuff out of like, 25 cent machines, and it drives me nuts because I know I'm just going to end up throwing it away. People waste so much money on waste. I always say we were better off when we were nomads, just surviving each day to the next and always moving.
I can't wait for winter to end. It does quite a number on my spirits. I hate being cooped up inside because of the cold. I start to feel a little lost when I don't have my time with the trees. I just want to lie in the grass and breathe in warm air and watch little bugs go about their daily doings again. Nature rejuvenates me. When it goes into hibernation, so do I. Fuck, I think everyone should hibernate in the winter. It only seems right. Just like nature comes to a standstill in the winter, so should businesses and schools. Instead of being forced out into harsh, dangerous weather, we should all just stay inside and sleep, and only go out if we want to. But then again, someone has to go to work in order to pay the heating bill. There's no way out at this day in age. No turning back, even for the dreamers. Sigh.
TV is a life-sucking thing. God how I hate it. No dad, I don't give a fuck if that one Simpsons episode which I've already seen hundreds of times is on! I'm not missing anything!!! Christ I just want to throw a ROCK thru that fucking screen, maybe then u'd get ur own life rather than live vicariously through scripted situations and solutions. AND GAMESHOWS, PLEASE STOP WATCHING GAMESHOWS!!!!! Actually...I am missing a really good Simpsons episode right now. The one where Homer travels into the third dimension through a portal behind the bookshelf, and Patty or Selma, not sure which, says, "It's like he just dissapeared into fat air." Hehehe. Hey, the Simpsons is a forgivable breach of TV rebellion. I have nearly every episode memorized. And yes, of this I am proud.
Anyway, natron is here, so I am off. Hope all is well.
Ok I'm back. I'm getting sick of being sick. My nose has been stuffy and runny at the same time, I keep getting sinus headaches, coughing, sneezing, sore throat...u get the idea. Although the huge, bloody, solid loogies I cough up every morning are rather satisfying. (I have a thing with phlegm.)
I had an interview today, I think it went rather well. I should find out the results soon.
I'm seriously thinking about selling all my crap. CRAP, I say, because that is what it is. I have so much stuff I don't need, so much that my life would probably be simpler without. Especially when I move out, I don't want to have a lot of stuff. Just some clothes, books, cd's, and art supplies. And my violin. And of course blankets, towels, personal hygiene stuff and whatnot and some small thing to make it feel like home. I want to be able to fit everything into 2 or 3 suitcases. Material possesions are so useless, and yet we hold so much importance in them. That's why I honestly don't like to receive presents unless I can get some use out of them. It's nice when people buy u things, but I value useful things much more than decorative things. Nate has this habit of buying me cute little stuff out of like, 25 cent machines, and it drives me nuts because I know I'm just going to end up throwing it away. People waste so much money on waste. I always say we were better off when we were nomads, just surviving each day to the next and always moving.
I can't wait for winter to end. It does quite a number on my spirits. I hate being cooped up inside because of the cold. I start to feel a little lost when I don't have my time with the trees. I just want to lie in the grass and breathe in warm air and watch little bugs go about their daily doings again. Nature rejuvenates me. When it goes into hibernation, so do I. Fuck, I think everyone should hibernate in the winter. It only seems right. Just like nature comes to a standstill in the winter, so should businesses and schools. Instead of being forced out into harsh, dangerous weather, we should all just stay inside and sleep, and only go out if we want to. But then again, someone has to go to work in order to pay the heating bill. There's no way out at this day in age. No turning back, even for the dreamers. Sigh.
TV is a life-sucking thing. God how I hate it. No dad, I don't give a fuck if that one Simpsons episode which I've already seen hundreds of times is on! I'm not missing anything!!! Christ I just want to throw a ROCK thru that fucking screen, maybe then u'd get ur own life rather than live vicariously through scripted situations and solutions. AND GAMESHOWS, PLEASE STOP WATCHING GAMESHOWS!!!!! Actually...I am missing a really good Simpsons episode right now. The one where Homer travels into the third dimension through a portal behind the bookshelf, and Patty or Selma, not sure which, says, "It's like he just dissapeared into fat air." Hehehe. Hey, the Simpsons is a forgivable breach of TV rebellion. I have nearly every episode memorized. And yes, of this I am proud.
Anyway, natron is here, so I am off. Hope all is well.
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mistertaurus:
Dud, why won't you answer your cell phone? We said on Friday that we would do something with Mim on Saturday, but you left and went to Toledo with Nate, so I ended up hanging out with So Young and Kenny....how pathetic is that?
mistertaurus:
eh.....dude*....because I don't think you're a dud.