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Does that mean cysts are constantly developing? That must be so painful...(I had a cyst on my ovary when I was 15 & was in so much pain. I thought I was dying.)

Thankfully, there are a lot of options out there nowadays. (If motherhood is something that you see in your future.) You don't have to give birth to be a good mom. Usually the people who want it the most, will cherish it the most, & that shines through in their parenting & their kids.

Thank you for caring so much. It feels good to get my worries out (even though there probably isn't anything to worry about.) I do realize how lucky I am though. Even on those days when I feel like pulling out my hair (which doesn't happen often), I take a step back & really look at them & smile. Because their worst is still far better than so many others' best. (I hope that makes sense.)


-----I stopped the optimistic "It can't get worse" approach back when fate kept showing me "Oh yes IT CAN!" Now I'm much more cautious in how I say things, so as to not stir her up again.

Here's hoping today is better!!!

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Aww, Sid is so cute!!! Tie is about twice the size he was when we got him now... he is usually cute but he is giving me problems with training, so he is in the doghouse a lot (pun definitely intended). How often am I supposed to wash the floor??? I fondly remember the once-a-week days...

Funny thing about money....no matter how much you make, there never seems to be enough. I wish the need for money didn't exist. I know its idealistic & wouldn't work in today's world, but the world would be such a better place without it. Just think what positive things we could do if we were not living life in order to pay bills, & thinking about how much more money we need for this & that.....

I'm ok, a bit sick & a bit anxious, but ok.

in danger, not really, when you grow up in it you don't really know anyt better. It wasn't until i went to New York and would walk the streets at five am and not be bothered by anyone, i realised that Glasgow was worse. Most of the murders are drug and football relate, so as long as you don't wear the wrong football colours in cenrtain parts of Glasgow you'll live to tell the tale. It sounds violent but it's not as bad as the figures make out. ciao.

i liked the self portrait a lot and also une pleurant.

First i will wish you good luck... good luck. Then i will say i don't know how long it is until i see the NIN... ditto and i will end with saying... expose the kids to nudity, it worked for jacko.

I think it's pretty much the same wherever you go, finding stuff to do is a case of knowing where not to go, avoiding the tourist stuff. Fortunetly i live in a cool city, which has plenty or bars, pubs, resturaunts, clubs strp clubs and other booze an non-booze related acivity. It's the best place to go in Scotland if you still have a pulse, the key benifit is that, i'm always at least fifty or so miles from any castles, mountains, edinburgh festivals and any braveheart type country, so tourists stumble into Glasagow often by accident and get the fright of there life from 'the locals' ie. junkies and drunks either that or it's the types that like to party and have got better sense than to go to edinburgh. We welcome all equally. maybe we'll even get to see you in these parts one day. ciao.

This little winky guy is not here for the wink, for the record... it is his green shade of envy that I used him for! Although I guess I could have used this guy too I wish I was going to see NIN!
Hope you haven't forgotten me; I haven't been on for a bit, I had a busy couple of weeks! Hopefully I'll rectify that now! (That winky guy is there for the wink!)

http://www.absinthe.bz/

Thats where i got mine

i definitely recommend checking out the show (its not on tv anymore but is on dvd)...its so freaking hilarious and brilliant. i never get tired of watching it.

yeah give it a go.

I was out last night trying to say hi to the hot singles but my friend didn't want to come out and his wife came out in his place. She makes a better wing man for meeting girls than her husband, the only draw back was that some girls mistook her for my partner, which obviously doesn't help.

I'm better flying solo.

I love those names, they're so original. I especially like Magally. Too cute!

Saw your ears.....all the more reason to show them off! If you do have an interview, & feel it is needed, you could always take them out. They don't look stretched or anything, so I'm sure no one would notice.

I hear your worries about the hairstylist. I have yet to get my hair exactly the way I want it. I always end up going home & fixing it somehow....or growing it out so I can take a stab at it myself. Its probably my fault though, since I never have a picture. I can always see how I want it in my mind, but apparently I do not speak "stylisteze" fluently enough. I've decided that they make the assumption that since I'm a mother, that I should look like that "cookie cutter, commercialized, run of the mill housewife." That may be my job, but that certainly is not my style. Rant over......bring a picture & all should be well.

doryphoros hips? as in the asymmetry of the contrapposto pose, or are you just saying i'm a spearbearing hottie?

now you've got me thinking again. i HAVE a 2 foot square, stone Doric plinth that would be perfect for posing.

Sometimes that's all a girl wants & needs....to be kissed & held all night long. Just the intimacy in that alone can be more loving & powerful than anything else. I wish guys would understand that a little better.

I can empathize on the relationship rollercoaster. I think we all end up running into "bad batches". It only helps us realize the "good ones" when they do come around. So until that happens.......... .................more to come tonight.

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good luck.

Cool, what type of art positions? All teaching related?

I write a pretty fucking good resume myself gets me plenty of interviews, pity it hasn't landed me any jobs yet.

goos luck. ciao.

Ash...that's such a cute name....My boys' birthdays are 1 month apart. So instead of having family over twice, we picked a day in between & had a combined party w/ the relatives. Exhausting for me, but not nearly as bad as if we had them separately. Besides, it was so worth it just looking at their beaming faces. They were both so happy.

Its funny you mentioned Victorian style suits....my husband is waiting for the day that the style comes back so he can dress like that every day.

Wow, your ex sounds like a pain in the ass that thrives on the drama that she creates. I understand how you feel though. Its hard to be civil when its only met w/ hostility. I've been in that type of situation before & it sucks. Hopefully, now that you're back in Vegas, she can't drive you crazy on a daily basis anymore. That's something to smile about.

Have fun snuggling w/ Sidney & sweet dreams.

Yeah on the whole it's been a fun week or two. i would rather regret the things i've done as opposed to not done. i am however begining to feel a bit run down from all the booze and junk food recently. Something i think those eggs commodore might help with. now all i need is to find somewhere or someone to make them for me.

I grew up in a small town outside of the burbs (where my mom still lives) & went to high school in the burbs (because my town was too small for its own HS). I moved to Mpls. w/ my best friend when & I was 18, lived there for 3 years & then St. Paul for 1.

A lot of things changed for me when I found out I was pregnant with my oldest. Let's just say, I found out who my true friends were. Anyway, my true friends remain close to this day even though we're now scattered across the country, & all the others were left behind with my move out of the city.

I moved up here about 4 years ago & still get nostalgic every once in awhile. Mostly because I look back & realize how very lucky I was at that point in my life. I was surrounded by some really great friends & we were in each other's immediate lives every day.

In a way, I have the best of both worlds though. I don't live that far away...and I do make the trip down every other weekend for my oldest's visitation w/ his bio-dad. So I am able to go to the old places I used to love whenever I feel like hanging out, instead of heading home right away.

Well, there's a very long explaination to a very short question......sorry. So glad you're back on SG. I've missed you!

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