Wednesday Apr 06, 2005

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I'm depressed and angry. I had a rotten day and am not looking forward to waking up tomorrow morning and starting all over again. I guess that illustrates my pessimistic tendencies as an optimist would probably be reeling to start a new day as it couldn't possibly be worse than today.

ugh

too bad i don't think like that .... at least today I don't

frown mad frown
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1aine:
Does that mean cysts are constantly developing? That must be so painful...(I had a cyst on my ovary when I was 15 & was in so much pain. I thought I was dying.)

Thankfully, there are a lot of options out there nowadays. (If motherhood is something that you see in your future.) You don't have to give birth to be a good mom. Usually the people who want it the most, will cherish it the most, & that shines through in their parenting & their kids.

Thank you for caring so much. It feels good to get my worries out (even though there probably isn't anything to worry about.) I do realize how lucky I am though. Even on those days when I feel like pulling out my hair (which doesn't happen often), I take a step back & really look at them & smile. Because their worst is still far better than so many others' best. (I hope that makes sense.)


-----I stopped the optimistic "It can't get worse" approach back when fate kept showing me "Oh yes IT CAN!" Now I'm much more cautious in how I say things, so as to not stir her up again.

Here's hoping today is better!!! smile smile smile kiss kiss

[Edited on Apr 07, 2005 6:37PM]
clidna:
Aww, Sid is so cute!!! Tie is about twice the size he was when we got him now... he is usually cute but he is giving me problems with training, so he is in the doghouse a lot (pun definitely intended). How often am I supposed to wash the floor??? I fondly remember the once-a-week days... wink

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