life sucks sometimes. and the main population of people on this planet suck too. really sometimes people really piss me off. It is these people that make me for http://www.churchofeuthanasia.org/ grr.
anyways. today was one of those days that everything just floods in. like how im gonna find a good job after i graduate, and how im going to pay off the massive loans that i will have due. how im going to figure out transferring to Seattle...if i do... just future in general, and how what happens if it doesnt turn out how i want it to. i could be really fucked if it doesnt. so yeah, i wasnt feeling to great and was rather pissy, and stupid people at meijer were not really helping. But i felt better after having a cig. they really help with stress. I am thinking that i dont want to work at meijer in big rapids...i mean with the stress i have now from it i dont know if it will be worth it when i add the stress of classes, and how i am going to get to work. meh. i guess i will see what happens. today at work i asked Roger (fellow employee) about his other job and if they would need help for 3 weeks. he said he would ask for me. that would be great because he said i would start at 8 an hour, and if i do a good job, get pushed up to 10. (it is landscaping by the way) if that happens i will either quit meijer...or change my hours so i can work both. (2 full time jobs for 3 weeks is going to beat the hell out of me). but i realy need the extra money.
i am really excited to go back to school, and meet some new people. (maybe i will get lucky and one of those new people will be a special person) but im not counting on that happening :/. this year should be far more enjoyable, having a cooler room, and a roommate that is actually my friend
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today i went to kayce's grad/b-day get together, fun times were had. i think i messed my back up on the trampoline doing a front flip into a back flip...i felt it crack and it hurt..or maybe i fixed it? it doesnt hurt anymore. I put my hawk up for the first time since i was in wisconsin. first time since i dyed it too. i think it looks good, but its really thin...i need to get the sides cut too and have them cut it so it grows in thicker. i need some new pictures too. anyone want to photograph me? ^_^.
ebay is highly addictive. i need to stop. i won 2 shirts (vnv nation, and apoptygma berzerk) and some zippers if i ever try to make my own pants. I bid on a pair of New Rocks for 60. they were sweet. but i got outbid on them
. here is a link...http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=7704064068&rd=1&sspagename=STRK%3AMEBI%3AIT&rd=1 maybe someday i will own a pair. just not today.
oh. i forgot. my brother came home from scotland last week. its odd having him home again but ok i guess...he is sleeping in my little brothers room and my little brother is sleeping in the other corner of the basement. so i cant stay up to late with the lights on anymore.
and...i think im done for now.
edit... haha i did a spell check....and this came up for pissy: pussy, piss, Pisa, poss, posy, puss, prissy, pis, Pusey, pisser, poesy, posse, Issy, Pius, pass, pies, Cissy, Lissy, Missy, Nissy, Sissy, sissy, pays, passe, Pia's, psi, pas, pious, psis, pus, psst, PS
nice first word it thought of huh?
anyways. today was one of those days that everything just floods in. like how im gonna find a good job after i graduate, and how im going to pay off the massive loans that i will have due. how im going to figure out transferring to Seattle...if i do... just future in general, and how what happens if it doesnt turn out how i want it to. i could be really fucked if it doesnt. so yeah, i wasnt feeling to great and was rather pissy, and stupid people at meijer were not really helping. But i felt better after having a cig. they really help with stress. I am thinking that i dont want to work at meijer in big rapids...i mean with the stress i have now from it i dont know if it will be worth it when i add the stress of classes, and how i am going to get to work. meh. i guess i will see what happens. today at work i asked Roger (fellow employee) about his other job and if they would need help for 3 weeks. he said he would ask for me. that would be great because he said i would start at 8 an hour, and if i do a good job, get pushed up to 10. (it is landscaping by the way) if that happens i will either quit meijer...or change my hours so i can work both. (2 full time jobs for 3 weeks is going to beat the hell out of me). but i realy need the extra money.
i am really excited to go back to school, and meet some new people. (maybe i will get lucky and one of those new people will be a special person) but im not counting on that happening :/. this year should be far more enjoyable, having a cooler room, and a roommate that is actually my friend
.
today i went to kayce's grad/b-day get together, fun times were had. i think i messed my back up on the trampoline doing a front flip into a back flip...i felt it crack and it hurt..or maybe i fixed it? it doesnt hurt anymore. I put my hawk up for the first time since i was in wisconsin. first time since i dyed it too. i think it looks good, but its really thin...i need to get the sides cut too and have them cut it so it grows in thicker. i need some new pictures too. anyone want to photograph me? ^_^.
ebay is highly addictive. i need to stop. i won 2 shirts (vnv nation, and apoptygma berzerk) and some zippers if i ever try to make my own pants. I bid on a pair of New Rocks for 60. they were sweet. but i got outbid on them
. here is a link...http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=7704064068&rd=1&sspagename=STRK%3AMEBI%3AIT&rd=1 maybe someday i will own a pair. just not today.
oh. i forgot. my brother came home from scotland last week. its odd having him home again but ok i guess...he is sleeping in my little brothers room and my little brother is sleeping in the other corner of the basement. so i cant stay up to late with the lights on anymore.
and...i think im done for now.
edit... haha i did a spell check....and this came up for pissy: pussy, piss, Pisa, poss, posy, puss, prissy, pis, Pusey, pisser, poesy, posse, Issy, Pius, pass, pies, Cissy, Lissy, Missy, Nissy, Sissy, sissy, pays, passe, Pia's, psi, pas, pious, psis, pus, psst, PS
nice first word it thought of huh?