Wednesday Dec 03, 2003

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its not fun to feel like others think of you negatively when you aren't around, and so you overcome this feeling of negative feeling by hurt and asking and trivial feelings that you think will somehow make you better, but always make you worse in appearance, and so on and so forth, its a mess, i feel like i'm doing this a lot in my life.

otherwise, i'm drinking a grolsch beer all alone, it tastes terrible.

there wasn't anything else to drink.

i'm going home on saturday to visit my mom, i had this overwhelming feeling of missing her today when i was walking into work, i almost cried, then i moved on, i've never missed my mom like that, i suppose i'm growing up.

i have a paper left to write, a group presentation, three finals, then i'm out of this semester like a petticoat.

this whole break is going to be spent hiding my tattoo on my back from my mom, i can't pack any of my cute shirts really, for fear that she may see!

my mom has an entire back filled with tattoos, yet i'm afraid to show her i have one. not sure why.

all of my fish died.
should i buy more?
escottie:
if i felt like you lately, em, i'd be running to see my mom. the support of moms--parents in general--gets more and more meaningful as time goes on. you're sensing that already.

i'd probably end up being open and emo and telling mom how much i missed her. and "mom, i also came home because i feel like i've been hiding something from you, and i don't want us to be that way. ummm...i got a new tattoo on my back. your approval and trust means a lot to me."

too much? you were just thinking out loud, but i can't help myself.

no fish decisions while under the influence of grolsch (ick!).
kiss blush kiss
starsandsmokes:
... no, it wasn't a hummer, it was some little honda or something, but anything coming at you head on at that kinda speed is really scary...

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