I don't even know why I care. I'm better than this. Or at least I've been through it 100 times before so it shouldn't bother me. But it does. If you have invested any of yourself in the other person then it hurts like crazy when they say or do or don't say or do something. How does one fix this? I don't know. Does the golden rule even exist? It would be nice not to care. To just be a total sociopath. That'll be my New Year's resolution...
I had low blood sugar at lunchtime and ate 10 tacos from Taco Bell. That is just foul. Even if I'm about to pass out I should never eat that amount of anything from Taco Bell. I will say I wasn't aware of what I was doing. Yeah. That'll be my excuse. I was so out of it I didn't know what I was ordering or eating. This is my life. Get to know me.
"I wanna be adored"
The Stone Roses
I had low blood sugar at lunchtime and ate 10 tacos from Taco Bell. That is just foul. Even if I'm about to pass out I should never eat that amount of anything from Taco Bell. I will say I wasn't aware of what I was doing. Yeah. That'll be my excuse. I was so out of it I didn't know what I was ordering or eating. This is my life. Get to know me.
"I wanna be adored"
The Stone Roses
my compulsive gorge of the day.
i didn't just eat them during the course of a day...
i ate them in like 5 minutes.
the little bastards sit heavy.
*hiccup.
the arcade fire: neighborhood.