So i have been away for a bit 
I have left my job, my best friend who jumps from telling me he is in love with me to he loves me as a friend and now i am living in sydney. Feeling very lost and disorientated.
I have to start my new job on wednesday and i also have to move into my new apartment...
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I have left my job, my best friend who jumps from telling me he is in love with me to he loves me as a friend and now i am living in sydney. Feeling very lost and disorientated.
I have to start my new job on wednesday and i also have to move into my new apartment...
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So things have been hetic...worse than hetic...chaotic...deppressing...miserable even. it bites.
Things have been great then sucky then downright dismal!
i feel awful for not being a better pal and seeing what my friends are up to in sucide girls.
i think instead of writing an entry filled with all the dismalness, i will take advice and just explore some inner fantasies.....
there is a bizzare...
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Things have been great then sucky then downright dismal!
i feel awful for not being a better pal and seeing what my friends are up to in sucide girls.
i think instead of writing an entry filled with all the dismalness, i will take advice and just explore some inner fantasies.....
there is a bizzare...
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heatherann:
I feel guilty for the same reason.
So he showed up and then after we hung out, i just wished he had never come!!
I know that i shouldn't be selfish, and just concentrate on my own selfish problems, but i am beginging to feel that i am destained to be alone forever. Poeple keep saying to me, you are only 24....but that doesn't change the fact that i feel these little...
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I know that i shouldn't be selfish, and just concentrate on my own selfish problems, but i am beginging to feel that i am destained to be alone forever. Poeple keep saying to me, you are only 24....but that doesn't change the fact that i feel these little...
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roxy:
Thanks for the compliment on my set, I'm glad you liked it 
punkrockphoto:
what a day uh!? yeah, sometimes i feel that way. well, i feel like that all the time now that my love one has left me to despair hurts like hell and i don't know what to do. i totally feel ya on what you saying there. you are to roam the world all alone trying to solve problems. just like a super hero Aquaman! haha!! i hope things get better for ya.
well another weekend has passed. life seems to bounce from weekend to another...not sure if this is a postive or negative thing. with the time approaching 8:20 here on my laptop, i am begingin to lose hope that y date is going to arrive. So much for dinner and movies. All dressed up with no where to go! great!!
netti_v:
aw, let us know if it happens ... or doesn't ... nothing worse than being stood up. well, technically, there is, but it's really only patronising to say "gee, y'know there are starving people in the world" at moments like this. especially if you've got some hot outfit going on right now.
hey did you know that dita von teese was in melbourne last weekend? she was the "guest of honour" at some rich guy's birthday party. so beautiful, a Vogue fashion icon'n'all... and yet still for sale. makes me sad.
hey did you know that dita von teese was in melbourne last weekend? she was the "guest of honour" at some rich guy's birthday party. so beautiful, a Vogue fashion icon'n'all... and yet still for sale. makes me sad.
So my countdown begins! 24 days until i finish work at my crappy job. 24 days til i can get out of this hell hole where i live. 24 days till i move to Sydney and just start so many things afresh!
When i move to sydney, i am going to update my picture, it will be my celebratery move for my moving!
When i move to sydney, i am going to update my picture, it will be my celebratery move for my moving!
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rys:
54 til I see my bitch. Or negative 29 now in your countdown!!!
francis:
ha sounds like you work where i do...
which you don't cos it's in sydney...
i like music!!
which you don't cos it's in sydney...
i like music!!
So i have been in a bit of a limbo for a while and haven't really updated. But wow it was great to log back on and see so many wonderful photo sets and comments!
The band that i manage are playing at their first festival on Saturday....i have so much work to do as well as trying to calm my own nerves, and theirs....so...
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The band that i manage are playing at their first festival on Saturday....i have so much work to do as well as trying to calm my own nerves, and theirs....so...
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mckenzie:
probablly after i do another photoset, which shouldnt be too long i think i want tattoos on my feet or i want pin strips on the back of legs
rys:
Yay! Good luck with yer band. And it's now 54 days til my bitch arrives! Huzzah!!!!
moonstrucksixez has tagged me for twenty things about me!!
1. I love sexy underwear
2. My favourite things are hugs (Massive Bear ones)
3. I have four sisters
4. I want to be an escort (for just a few months)
5. I secretly love porn...it really gets me hot
6. I fear i will one day be like my mum
7. I fear even more...
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1. I love sexy underwear
2. My favourite things are hugs (Massive Bear ones)
3. I have four sisters
4. I want to be an escort (for just a few months)
5. I secretly love porn...it really gets me hot
6. I fear i will one day be like my mum
7. I fear even more...
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rys:
Back from my undeclared hiatus... how flakey am I??? I will give you 20 soon... I promise!
rys:
A ha! I have done it! YES!!! If only I could hand it in in lieu of this essay...
So it is kinda sad cause i am not really feeling any better,even though i have been trying hard to concentrate on being a better person
I am in such a limbo at the moment, my contract at the radio station where i work is up at the end of november....and the other job i do part time is annoying the crap out of me....
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I am in such a limbo at the moment, my contract at the radio station where i work is up at the end of november....and the other job i do part time is annoying the crap out of me....
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moonstrucksixez:
Hi
I have tagged you to tell us 20 things about yourself.
Have fun
M
I have tagged you to tell us 20 things about yourself.
Have fun
M
Thankyou to those who told me i am not self obsessed. So much has been happening in my lfe of recent, i just dont know weather i am here or there. I am hopng that it is the weathers fault, and it will settle down very shortly.
Hope everyone is extremely blissful and full of loads of love!
big hugs and mwah!
Hope everyone is extremely blissful and full of loads of love!
big hugs and mwah!
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moonstrucksixez:
hi
Thanks for the reply, I'm in Melb at the moment (*sigh*) I'm over the cold weather.
I'm soooo glad that I didn't break it too. It's really sore at the moment but I'm sure I'll get over it.
I love skater boys, I don't know what it is about them but there's something there that makes my head turn.
Hope your having a good weekend. Talk to you soon
M
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Thanks for the reply, I'm in Melb at the moment (*sigh*) I'm over the cold weather.
I'm soooo glad that I didn't break it too. It's really sore at the moment but I'm sure I'll get over it.
I love skater boys, I don't know what it is about them but there's something there that makes my head turn.
Hope your having a good weekend. Talk to you soon
M
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glisten:
My grade 7 teacher used to balme our bad behaviour on the weather.... I think run with it 
I was told that i am self obsessed, so i will not write anything about myself but ask how is everyone who gzes at my blog???
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heatherann:
The skirt was super cheap. I love it, too.
Thank you for the kind words in my journal about my set.
Thank you for the kind words in my journal about my set.
self1sh:
everyone else that gazes at your blog is interested in hearing about you.... 
rhys had one..so i got inspired!!!
1.Name someone with the same birthday as you?
My ex boyfirned, Pete
2.Where was your first kiss?
I was in year 6 and me and the boy, Daniel had been going out for like 5 years. It was our first proper kiss, on valentines days. He gave me purple roses!
3.Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
Yeah,...
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rys:
1.Name someone with the same birthday as you?
D'oh, question one and already I fail!!!
2.Where was your first kiss?
I was remarkably old. I think (?) my first proper kiss was when I was 16. I think. I am so shit at this!!!
3.Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
No, I have the desire to, and often, but I always end up feeling to guilty. Except if you count a house that I rented for 4 years which I painted bright red and left markers in the bathroom for friends to tag the walls.
4.Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
All the time. Dante needs a regular beating to keep him in line.
5.Have you ever sung in front of a large number of people?
My singing can raise the dead... literally. It's this really long story but a 6 month coma was reverted so that they could tell me "I've got a horrible voice". Seriously.
6.What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex?
Girls- definately breasts! Guys- Arms.
7.What really turns you on?
Breasts!
8.What do you order at coffee shops?
Coke?
9.What is your biggest mistake?
Far too many to catalogue here.
10.Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
No. Except if you count making yourself go to work parties to seem like a 'team member'. That's pretty bad.
11.Say something totally random about yourself.
I like the way computer chips look.
12. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
All the time. But always different ones, which is nice. The worst I ever had was Natalie Imbruglia and the best, wait no, the one I don't understand is a dark haired Scarlet Johanson (sp?) 'cause I don't know who she is.
13.Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
That's all I watch! Dante always gets me videos from the family section.
14.Did you have braces?
No.
15.Are you comfortable with your height?
Yep. Never thought much about it so manybe there's time to develop a complex yet.
17.When do you know it's love?
When you look for them in your sleep.
18.Do you speak any other languages?
Norwegian. Seriously, jeg kan snakker lit norske (can't write it to save myself though!).
19.Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
Nope, in my part of the world that shit comes free. And with a side of cancer too.
20.What magazines do you read?
How awesome is frankie? Wait that's a response not an answer. Dante was in the last one.
21.Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Once, when my lameo high school friends decided we had to hire one and go out.
22.Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
Only distant family and oldies I work with. Except ponies which has been really sad.
23.Do you watch mtv?
Nope
24.What's something that really annoys you?
Flakey people. Totally reactionary answer to being stood up like 3 times this week!
25.What's something you really like?
Potatoes.
26.Do you like Michael Jackson?
Umm, musically maybe but any one who fucks around with kids deserves to be slowly skewered alive. That shit is just not on.
27.Can you dance?
Like a mofo.
28.What's the latest you have ever stayed up?
48 hours and counting.
30.Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into A&E?
Those goddamn ponies. Yes. Many a time.
31.Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
I always read them but by the general crapulance of my answers you may have worked out this is the second only one I've ever done.
D'oh, question one and already I fail!!!
2.Where was your first kiss?
I was remarkably old. I think (?) my first proper kiss was when I was 16. I think. I am so shit at this!!!
3.Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
No, I have the desire to, and often, but I always end up feeling to guilty. Except if you count a house that I rented for 4 years which I painted bright red and left markers in the bathroom for friends to tag the walls.
4.Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
All the time. Dante needs a regular beating to keep him in line.
5.Have you ever sung in front of a large number of people?
My singing can raise the dead... literally. It's this really long story but a 6 month coma was reverted so that they could tell me "I've got a horrible voice". Seriously.
6.What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex?
Girls- definately breasts! Guys- Arms.
7.What really turns you on?
Breasts!
8.What do you order at coffee shops?
Coke?
9.What is your biggest mistake?
Far too many to catalogue here.
10.Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
No. Except if you count making yourself go to work parties to seem like a 'team member'. That's pretty bad.
11.Say something totally random about yourself.
I like the way computer chips look.
12. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
All the time. But always different ones, which is nice. The worst I ever had was Natalie Imbruglia and the best, wait no, the one I don't understand is a dark haired Scarlet Johanson (sp?) 'cause I don't know who she is.
13.Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
That's all I watch! Dante always gets me videos from the family section.
14.Did you have braces?
No.
15.Are you comfortable with your height?
Yep. Never thought much about it so manybe there's time to develop a complex yet.
17.When do you know it's love?
When you look for them in your sleep.
18.Do you speak any other languages?
Norwegian. Seriously, jeg kan snakker lit norske (can't write it to save myself though!).
19.Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
Nope, in my part of the world that shit comes free. And with a side of cancer too.
20.What magazines do you read?
How awesome is frankie? Wait that's a response not an answer. Dante was in the last one.
21.Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Once, when my lameo high school friends decided we had to hire one and go out.
22.Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
Only distant family and oldies I work with. Except ponies which has been really sad.
23.Do you watch mtv?
Nope
24.What's something that really annoys you?
Flakey people. Totally reactionary answer to being stood up like 3 times this week!
25.What's something you really like?
Potatoes.
26.Do you like Michael Jackson?
Umm, musically maybe but any one who fucks around with kids deserves to be slowly skewered alive. That shit is just not on.
27.Can you dance?
Like a mofo.
28.What's the latest you have ever stayed up?
48 hours and counting.
30.Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into A&E?
Those goddamn ponies. Yes. Many a time.
31.Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
I always read them but by the general crapulance of my answers you may have worked out this is the second only one I've ever done.
ajksa:
Here's my installment :
rhys had one..so i got inspired!!!
1.Name someone with the same birthday as you?
A mate of mine's mom.
2.Where was your first kiss?
Ten yers old, with a girl I really fancied, but never thought I would even get too kiss
3.Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
No
4.Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
Only my sister when I was really young
5.Have you ever sung in front of a large number of people?
Not that lucky
6.What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex?
A sexy smile
7.What really turns you on?
Naked flesh rubbing against me, sensula massages.
8.What do you order at coffee shops?
Cappucino
9.What is your biggest mistake?
Stopiing music lessons when I was young.
10.Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Can't say I have
11.Say something totally random about yourself.
DOH
12. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Nope
13.Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
Nope
14.Did you have braces?
Had a plate
15.Are you comfortable with your height?
Previously no, now yes.
17.When do you know it's love?
When you feel that certain indescribable feeling all over your body and mind, when you're with that other person.
18.Do you speak any other languages?
Yes
19.Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
No, I care about my skin
20.What magazines do you read?
Music, surfing, technology,nature
21.Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Nope
22.Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
Yeah, my granny when I was really young.
23.Do you watch mtv?
Nope
24.What's something that really annoys you?
Bad, inconsiderate drivers
25.What's something you really like?
Sun and water
26.Do you like Michael Jackson?
No, I feel far too sorry for him.
27.Can you dance?
I think so.
28.What's the latest you have ever stayed up?
36 hours
30.Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into A&E?
Nope
31.Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
Sometimes
rhys had one..so i got inspired!!!
1.Name someone with the same birthday as you?
A mate of mine's mom.
2.Where was your first kiss?
Ten yers old, with a girl I really fancied, but never thought I would even get too kiss
3.Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
No
4.Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
Only my sister when I was really young
5.Have you ever sung in front of a large number of people?
Not that lucky
6.What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex?
A sexy smile
7.What really turns you on?
Naked flesh rubbing against me, sensula massages.
8.What do you order at coffee shops?
Cappucino
9.What is your biggest mistake?
Stopiing music lessons when I was young.
10.Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Can't say I have
11.Say something totally random about yourself.
DOH
12. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Nope
13.Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
Nope
14.Did you have braces?
Had a plate
15.Are you comfortable with your height?
Previously no, now yes.
17.When do you know it's love?
When you feel that certain indescribable feeling all over your body and mind, when you're with that other person.
18.Do you speak any other languages?
Yes
19.Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
No, I care about my skin
20.What magazines do you read?
Music, surfing, technology,nature
21.Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Nope
22.Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
Yeah, my granny when I was really young.
23.Do you watch mtv?
Nope
24.What's something that really annoys you?
Bad, inconsiderate drivers
25.What's something you really like?
Sun and water
26.Do you like Michael Jackson?
No, I feel far too sorry for him.
27.Can you dance?
I think so.
28.What's the latest you have ever stayed up?
36 hours
30.Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into A&E?
Nope
31.Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
Sometimes
So it is the beginging of the long weekend. I have a whole weekend of nothingness planed! I want to spend hourless hours outside in the glorious weather, reading, taning, dreaming of tat designs, planning my world trip and thinking myself thin!!!
I am planing on going for a walk tomorrow and taking some pics, nothing glamourous, just snapping away at things that make me...
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I am planing on going for a walk tomorrow and taking some pics, nothing glamourous, just snapping away at things that make me...
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Hope you are enjoying life in Sydney. If the big city is getting too much, and you need a shoulder to lean on, give me a shout. I'm also new to Sydney.
Hope you are haivng a great weekend.
A