elye

I'VE FINISHED SCHOOL FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this has been the toughest year of my life and i am so proud of myself for getting through it! while i was writing my 7000 word dissertation and doing exams i had a mental breakdown, was in and out of hospital and bthen both of my nans died at the same time
My year was full of death, illness, hospitals, horrible drug side effects, all on top of my work and exams of a student. Not to mention i had to travel around the uk due to everything and ended up having to spend over 200 on travel in one month

but it's over now XD and i did it despite everything that was against me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so ready to work and make a life from myself XDXDXD i feel happy and so peaceful now

a great pick me up was the SG london shootfest, theese girls have supported me loads and they will never know just how much they helped me at a hard time, i love these powerful women



i cant believe the 3 years of my degree is done! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! iv been so proactive though! iv already applied for 20 different jobs in fashion in london and 40 model agencies

i was spotted by IMG models but unfortunatly i am 5ft2 and they want me 5ft11 acctually kinda glad im not that tall, i dont like being high up, im too used being close to the ground

UK models wants to shoot me so i go to them on sunday, there paying for the studios and MUA's

and i just got a message from FRESH agents how also want to represent me

(sorry if this is all a little braggy so far but trust me iv worked so hard to get here and been through so much shit!!!)

i had my first shoot since all the drama started yesterday and i love the images!!!!!!!!!!!! cant wait to get them back! AND im doing s catwalk on the 23rd may at bluewater shopping mall

yeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeye, everythings got exciting again and im full of fire!

....but back to uni

ttradisionally i always show you loads of drunk pics of myself



this blog is no different

the summer ball at school



we had LETHAL BIZZLE performe which was so funny and amazing

next, the leaver's school disco



my lovely boyfriend visited me loads



we had a leaver meal and i cried so hard! its so weird to have been with the same people almosy every day for 3 years and now its just POOF gone. but i know we'll stay in touch.....we already arranged like 5 partys hahahaha

next, i want to talk about Ann
she is the most amazing women that i have ever had the pleasure of even just being near!
she was my accademic advisor and she was there for me through the hard times as if she was family, she like the female version of steven fry! she was a ballerina and has now written 10 books on top of her teaching job, shes also a dance journalist and all around massive Brain!!!!!!!
me and 2 of my house mates bough her pressents we all got emotional



she can still do the splits and dance better than any of us!!!!!!!!!!!! Ann also lost her husband when i had drama too but she was still there for all of us, we told her to go home and grieve but she said she didnt want us to miss out as her students and that her husband wouldn't want that either, i suppose sometimes its good too keep busy but even so! the most selfless lovely people!!! im going to miss Ann maybe even more than anyone!

i have a new set that i shot with the wonderful waikiki, "London in Lace" is out 22nd May 3am



i also just crept allll over lovely chocolat's blog to see she started editing the set we shot at the UK shoot fest
she wanted me no make up, its a risk but its kinda cute, im happy with it

(stolen off her blog)


im also planning to get this inked ASAP



and finally, nothing in the world makes me happier than this at the moment.......