my last two weeks in pictures, i normally do pictures because i dont expect anyone to read anything that fucking long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
insence to helo me sleep and relax me, my heart is still funny, and i get very weak at times, trying to rest whenever i can although this week has been mentle, working 6 days a week + loads of modelling work, and looking after my nan who i love soso much!
last week i had a bit of a clothes dit binge, made tones but my fave is probably my skelliton jumper (too come) and this tie die top, i made it backless and tied it up with an old long shoe lace XD
experimenting with hair, mini beehive and messy afrench plat
trying to keep working out and maintaining some form of tone through my exhustion
...being a SHLAAAAAG
when i got home from work before last weekend and just before all my shoots were booked, i found my extentions had arrived XD i wont use the alot but i just like being versatile so now i can have short and natural, long and natural and my black wig XD
i had a pose because it feels AWSOME to have hair going down your back, its so fun!
i owned this skilliton onsies...
and i made an open back jumper outta it, i wanna make the bottom half into very comfy sweat pants XD
sun bathing and chilling out on my on my one day off
im trying not to drink because it seems to set off my palpatations but i treated myself to a small glass of weak wine on my day off
by the way look how much my hair grew! 
getting ready for a shoot and bought this awsome ring braclette aswell as tones of other stuff! i get payed under minimum wage but its the first real income iv had and cash in hand so im richer than ever!
been seeing my friends more two, me and my friend laura playing with the distortion effect on my phone
chocolate rice milk is my fule at the moment, living off it mixed with lots of vitimans and suppliments for brekfast mmmmmmmmmmmmm
lots of plats for another shoot and the sun made me look all blonde XD
when i got home my big comfy 4 in the sale hareem pant jump suit had arrived! its now my fave thing ever to live in! its great to wear to shoots! after hours of posing in heals and stuff it feels so good to go bra less ( its backless) and slouchy
check out the crotch on that baby!
new modelling inspiration, i love this image <3
and lastly! my nan ladys and perverts!
ISNT SHE ADORABLE! I LOVE HER SO MUCH, MY NUMBER 1 IDOL IN THE WORLD
im so glad shes here, lots of hugs and cups of tea <3
she looked after me for a couple weeks when i was really really little and i think we must have bonded and got so close around then <3 shes amazing and the strongest person i know
i got payed today so i bought her a vintage broach and scarf, she had a cry gave me the biggest cuddles ever XD
ill try and update better this week, i didnt realise when i was doing it throughout the last couple weeks but this blog seems to be mainly usless pictures of me.... 
oh well!
on monday i get my next ink staright across the ribs under both boobies! its gonna fucking suck but i know it will look awsome XD im half dreading the pain and half cant wait! XDXD
also in the next few month i should be getting a temporary 24hr heart monitor fitted to record my heart and find out WTF is going on in there! :/ wish me luck, i hope they hurry up the process, im sick of feel exhusted all the time, sometimes even walking up stairs my legs ache and it just feels like my muscles are wearing down and getting weaker and weaker :/
BUT
hope your all good 
this community has become such an important part of my life <3 the friends iv made and the support it gives me thank you sg!
TO DO LIST
1. turn pink
2. save the world
