Broke down tonight. (emotional, not automotive...) I used to be, as Vonnegut was oft described, a cynical optimist, but life is turning me into an outright manic depressive pessimistic fuck, and I don't really like it too much. So, how the fuck do I change that?...whine-whine-moan-moan-moan. I just want to design, create, inspire, and intrigue...the dues are fucking paid, so make the bills stop.
-Edited to say: Goddamn, I'm a whiny douche.
-Edited to say: Goddamn, I'm a whiny douche.
bigpoppa99:
chin up man im going throught he same shit to. I want tio write my screen play but I have to slave to pay the bills and keep the roof over my head.