So, um...this isn't a point of arrogance or anything, but I was a shy, akward teenager until like twenty six, and I am just realizing that you can really hurt people who are attracted to you just by being nice to them. I had a girl crying her heart out tonight because I showed up at her work with another girl. She and I have never so much as spoken to one another outside of that bar, and the girl I was there with was barely even a friend who I am not all that attracted to, and yet I feel really fucking guilty. Life was easier as the fat kid in junior high. At least then, I was never responsible for anyone else's pain.
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