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Broke down tonight. (emotional, not automotive...) I used to be, as Vonnegut was oft described, a cynical optimist, but life is turning me into an outright manic depressive pessimistic fuck, and I don't really like it too much. So, how the fuck do I change that?...whine-whine-moan-moan-moan. I just want to design, create, inspire, and intrigue...the dues are fucking paid, so make the bills stop.


-Edited...
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bigpoppa99:
chin up man im going throught he same shit to. I want tio write my screen play but I have to slave to pay the bills and keep the roof over my head.

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I've been uninspired for far too long. In simple hope of igniting some sort of alcohol fueled frenzy of creativity, I will be having a few friends over to screw around with over priced guitars and bad poetry and enjoy my attempt at southern cooking: Roasted ham, cured in a brine of molasses, brown sugar, sea salt, whole cumin, fresh ground black pepper, cardamom, and...
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maeby:
ah yes, if only i had taken that into account before getting hitched. the possible death. dammit. i never think of the important things!

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Quite possibly controversial shit to follow. If you don't agree, I don't particularly care. My blog, my opinion. tongue

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

So, Mulholland Drive was just Lynch's excuse to get Naomi Watts naked on film, right? ...because, truly, I see no other redeeming qualities in that highly acclaimed film.


Mulholland Drive premiered at the Cannes Film Festival in May 2001 to major critical acclaim....
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niobe:
I fired everyone again. I fell of the face of the earth for like 2 months and no one really noticed.
niobe:
But I do like your little play on an Ani DiFranco quote up on top there. Very clever.
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Ha-ha! My home town blew up.

Read all about it.
guitargeek:
Couldn't have happened to a nicer place.

Almost makes you wonder why we haven't switched over to electric cars...
axisofpudding:
y'wanna go pee on the ashes?
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Wow. ...Really, just wow.



















...goddamnit.
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What a weird fucking night, man. First, reluctantly reunited

Then a late night run in with two girls I had known from the Expose "Gentleman's Club", one of which in whom I had confided every detail of my life and had failed to realize I really cared about until after she got knocked up and quit the bar - her disappearance being the main reason...
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pixelsuicide:
Awww *hugs*... perhaps you'll get another chance to make it up to her smile.
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I have an ingrown hair inside of my left nostril, and it really really hurts, and I don't know what to do about it, but I don't like it. And, I find myself somewhat alarmed by the statistics on iatrogenic deaths.
shesinparties:
nostril pain is never good robot
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I miss poetry spontaneous prose the immediate need to put pen to paper before the mind releases brief inspiration and the urge is gone.

I miss poetry Beat obsession... Infatuation Kerouac's Cassidy lust the burn to pour heart onto endless page to live to breathe to ignite a flash fire of momentary motivation.

Taqueria Friday nightNewly inspired Ginsberg breathe of unrequited longing a love of...
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niobe:
Um....*thinks*.......*no good excuse*......I'm sorry. frown
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"The weight of the world is love. Under the burden of solitude, under the burden of dissatisfaction, the weight we carry is love. But we carry the weight wearily."