day 6 and my patience has been tested over and over.
I had a dream I was smoking sad part was I couldn't taste it. How odd.
Today I had coffee for the first time without a smoke. To be fair it didn't taste better. I think this orbitz gum is fucking up my taste buds.
This was waiting for me today when I came back from feeding my aunt dinner.
TED: Seeing as I turned out to be quite a jerk, I just wanted to let you know that, without any expectation of forgiveness or even a reply, that I am incredibly sorry that I treated you the way I did and then ran off like that. To be honest, I can't even begin to explain my behavior, and I wouldn't try, because you don't deserve any more bullshit from me. All I can say is that I am so sorry, and although I dont have any real hope of redeeming myself, I do hope that you are doing well and I how I acted didn't have a real negative effect on you.
AND MY REPLY
Elvis: Not sure why you are bothering now, over a month later seems LAME. You are right though I don't and didn't deserve that bullshit from you, I had no negative effects once I got my piece out I knew you wouldn't call so it was no suprise honest. I am just glad I didn't stick around. Appology if that really is one, Accepted but really I don't see the point after so long. Thank you for not calling I might have had a harder time doing what I knew was right for me.
in order to write that and not be a softy like I normally would be I made this awesome sauce brain storm
i crack myself up sometimes.
Anywho does anyone know anything about painting? I wanna paint my kitchen ceiling teal would that make it look as if the room was coming down on you?
BEST NEWS EVER TODAY********
Mark got his tickets for next month today. He will be here on the 4th and stay til the 28th OMG OMG I am so excited I have had permagrin all day long. Yes PERMAGRIN. a permanate grin on my chubby cheeked face hehe.
So here is my dorkyness from my game coming out. Me and Mark in world hehe and me breaking R2D2 with my wicked hot submitting talents
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LOVE you sexy things out there MUAH xoxo
I had a dream I was smoking sad part was I couldn't taste it. How odd.
Today I had coffee for the first time without a smoke. To be fair it didn't taste better. I think this orbitz gum is fucking up my taste buds.
This was waiting for me today when I came back from feeding my aunt dinner.
TED: Seeing as I turned out to be quite a jerk, I just wanted to let you know that, without any expectation of forgiveness or even a reply, that I am incredibly sorry that I treated you the way I did and then ran off like that. To be honest, I can't even begin to explain my behavior, and I wouldn't try, because you don't deserve any more bullshit from me. All I can say is that I am so sorry, and although I dont have any real hope of redeeming myself, I do hope that you are doing well and I how I acted didn't have a real negative effect on you.
AND MY REPLY
Elvis: Not sure why you are bothering now, over a month later seems LAME. You are right though I don't and didn't deserve that bullshit from you, I had no negative effects once I got my piece out I knew you wouldn't call so it was no suprise honest. I am just glad I didn't stick around. Appology if that really is one, Accepted but really I don't see the point after so long. Thank you for not calling I might have had a harder time doing what I knew was right for me.
in order to write that and not be a softy like I normally would be I made this awesome sauce brain storm
i crack myself up sometimes.
Anywho does anyone know anything about painting? I wanna paint my kitchen ceiling teal would that make it look as if the room was coming down on you?
BEST NEWS EVER TODAY********
Mark got his tickets for next month today. He will be here on the 4th and stay til the 28th OMG OMG I am so excited I have had permagrin all day long. Yes PERMAGRIN. a permanate grin on my chubby cheeked face hehe.
So here is my dorkyness from my game coming out. Me and Mark in world hehe and me breaking R2D2 with my wicked hot submitting talents
LOVE you sexy things out there MUAH xoxo
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GO YOU for not smoking. i'm amazingly proud of you. you are doing a hard thing. i haven't gone to a bar yet without smokes, that will be my true test. but i'm hoping that i've waited long enough. i'm going tonight so we'll see.
your comment made me reinstall sims on my computer.
i think our men would appreciate a little make out session between you and i we should totally do it