Friday Aug 04, 2006

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Two people actually knew what my new tatt was. So out of 500,000 musicians in this hole two have some theory training and or at least know how to read somewhat. Uh, could you write that in tabs for me... i don't know how to read music. I hate posers.
shesinparties:
i hope 5 hours of sleep did you right. that sounded really country........
shesinparties:
no no no, i meant I sounded country by saying "did you right". fuck it, i can't help being a hillbilly!! i have even been listening to a lot of bluegrass lately, it goes well with beer and lonliness biggrin

Thursday Aug 03, 2006

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I'm ok with things for the time. Sure I am now friends with the woman I would have no problem marrying.




i'm trying to move on. It's really hard for someone of my age who is self imployed. I cant have an office fling. The only girls i see on a regular basis work at home depot. Nuff said. New tattoo Being posted now. If...
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shesinparties:
yeah, most of the chicks at home depot are pretty busted.

Tuesday Aug 01, 2006

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Three days and getting better. I'm more sorry for her than me now. I gave her the world and she didn't want it. I have stopped trying. If she wants it back I dont think I can give it. That is a good thing! I am ready to just date. At worst I might make some more friends. I realized that I cant always think......
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Sunday Jul 30, 2006

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So I think I am doing better. I was in communicato with her today. Its hard but done. I think I fractured my arm riding today. You know when you touch it it makes you want to puke. I'm so tired of lying to people that ask me if i'm ok. I just don't think they want to hear the truth. So sick and tired...
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shesinparties:
girls suck dude, i am glad i don't think like one tongue

Thursday Jul 27, 2006

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So yesterday was the bars second anniversary. Huge party. So I called the girl to see if she would go with me. She told me friends don't date. I really just wanted an excuse to see her. Maybe a chance to sneak a little kiss. Stupid me asks if its ever going to be like it was. Flat out cold "NO!" So she didn't show...
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shesinparties:
Move on
shesinparties:
yeah, i am going to try to sleep too. i hate sleeping alone, but can't seem to find a boy that wants to hang out with me more than once.

Monday Jul 24, 2006

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I went down to S.A. yesterday for the sounds from the underground tour. It was like 100 degrees or some shit. Lucky I know the bus driver for bohemoth so I spent most of the day sitting backstage guzzling gatorade. Most of the day I didn't think about her. That was until Gwar started and all I could think is how much she would love...
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shesinparties:
cheese graters, melon ballers, i am sensing a kitchen theme of pain here
shesinparties:
hearts do suck, but you are a good man for not being a cheater kiss

Sunday Jul 23, 2006

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so we were supposed to sit down and talk yesterday. Hey guess what she never called me back. Can you say chicken shit. I texted her this morning as not to wake her up. I guess maybe we just will never talk again. I'm not ok with that. So when I'm depressed I buy things i really dont need. like my new set of calphalon...
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shesinparties:
maybe she's not worth it if she is being a bok

Saturday Jul 22, 2006

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Three weeks ago I was on top of the world. The city had approved all my new plans for new construction. I was actually catching up to my scheduled deadlines. I found the love of my life. I was losing weight. I didn't want to drink anymore so I didn't. Now everything lays around me broken bleeding or dead. My girl is losing her shit....
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shesinparties:
oh shit dude, i am sorry. why do people do shit like that frown frown

Monday Jun 05, 2006

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no i'm not dead. just tired. The new girl hasn't let me sleep in weeks. I'm not complaining but I'm getting too old to never sleep. Got my other arm finished. Working on some fu dogs for my chest. Its going to be my doggy though. how cute. i need a beer!
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shesinparties:
what do you mean by that?
shesinparties:
just noticed your new profile pic, fucking cute. things still swell with the girl?

Thursday May 18, 2006

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Went to see Scott Biram last night. He's damn good! Girl who I thought didn't like me asked me out! but broke my hand. screwed up my knee. still all scabby from the poison oak. Oh yeah I almost forgot to mention I developed some pink eye this morning. I'm scared a plane is going to crash on my head frown
bluevalentine:
hey. I know you do home remodeling type stuff and I'm getting to the point where I finally can afford to work on my house. I have some questions about stuff I want to do and I'm looking to hire people to do it so I thought I'd come to you first. Let me know what sort of stuff you do. my big projects are the floor (from carpet to laminate probably) and to redo the kitchen lighting) to start off.
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