elvez666

Three weeks ago I was on top of the world. The city had approved all my new plans for new construction. I was actually catching up to my scheduled deadlines. I found the love of my life. I was losing weight. I didn't want to drink anymore so I didn't. Now everything lays around me broken bleeding or dead. My girl is losing her shit. She didn't get her teachers certificate. Then her cat dies. Then She calmly tells me there can no longer be an us. She's too fucked up to deal with that. All I want to do is sit down with her and explain how when you love someone its not just during the good times. I t means being there through all the shit too. For the first time in my life I am not scared of laying it all out there and she wants to take it all away. I can't see my life without her in it. I am every emotion but happy all at once and I think I might explode