i just sifted through 300+ emails.
a handful of which were actually worth something and not spam.
one of those emails was a rejection note from when i applied to be an sg.
charming.
the next two weeks will be great simply because i say they will.
the power is out.
how am i on the computer then you ask?
ahh the benifits of generators.
it was quite the storm.
a few people died as a result.
including an actress that drown in her own basement because it flooded so fast she couldnt get out.
on the news they said in the history of the city they have never heard of anyone... Read More
After reading your entry a few times, i realized your point - we are in fact responsible for the state of the environment - but for the greater part, people think it won't come back to kick our ass. how wrong they are.
Yes , they world and the climate patterns do display a cyclic patter, but we have thrown that into a dangerous spin out of control. The world will right itself, but we will be long gone by then. If you have not already, please see "An Inconvient Truth". Very complelling
As a former Seattle-ite, i'll remind you - The rain does suck, and it will suck for a while. But the day that the clouds clear and you can see Mt. Rainier - life is good again.
College applications need to die.
seriously.
They always make me feel inadequate.
fuck, everything makes me feel inadequate.
I am so done with everything. I know what serious changes in myself that i should sustain although i dont have the motivation to do so. Ironicly enough though my lack of motivation is something i strive to change.
as is the ability to write better blogs.... Read More
hmmmm
i want to do my hair again.
but only if its something ive never done before.
i was thinking extensions.
and light purple.
ive done everything else.
and im sick of being plain.
it seems everyone else has a strong sense of identity but me.
i used to be that way but somewhere along the way i lost it.
damnit.