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Hello my sweet SG-land! Hope your week starts great! And I think it's time for me to do some new questionnaire from @bronepoe! Thank you for such interesting questions!🥰

1. Have you ever had dreams that you remember for the rest of your life?

I have many such dreams. During a difficult period of my life (several years) from time to time I experienced difficulty sleeping, I constantly saw nightmares and was afraid to sleep at night. The message in these dreams was always about the same, and the main emotion that haunted me was fear for my life. When I was 19, I woke up in the middle of the night from pain and suffocation with terrible screams, awakening the whole house. I still remember everything to the smallest detail: I walk through the autumn square, going up a little uphill, people pass by me, they all go to the other side faster than me and do not pay attention to me, orange leaves slowly fall from the sky, and time days is completely incomprehensible, the light sources were approximately the same as in the film Dogville by Lars Von Trier. The path ahead of me gradually became more muddy, foggy and more voluminous, the bright colors ended somewhere in the distance. Suddenly, a little girl of about 8-9 years old appears in front of me. She is very sweet, blonde-haired, with bright blue eyes, she is wearing a bright blue dress, in which all children of her age usually play, she laughs out loud. Only me, she and the orange leaves were bright colors, placing all the accents in this unusual piece. She gently takes my hand and calls me to play with her forward, against the direction of people, faster and faster where I was going initially, but then began to hesitate. She appeared exactly at the moment of my doubts. The wind intensifies a little, I follow her and I do not see her face, her hand begins to dig into my skin harder and harder, until it hurts unbearably. I try to stop and scream in pain, and then she rolls her head, laughing viciously with deafening force, and her face was contorted in the most hideous semblance of a face, as if she was sick with leprosy, parts of her face gradually fall into her body, she turns blue and her little hand is still burning on me, and the force with which it drags me into the darkness I can no longer resist. Then I woke up and for a very long time could not recover.
At the university, my dreams awakened in me an interest in philosophy, psychology, I tried to find clues both in the teachings of Freud and in working with psychologists. Fortunately, I managed to get out of the trap and now I sleep well. Thank you for reading this story to the end, even though it was damn long.😉

2. Would you like to be friends with a man like You?

Sure! All my friends are like me in one way or another. And similar interests and temperaments are an excellent ground for starting a friendship.

3. If the list of 7 wonders of the world had to be compiled again, what would You include in it?

For a full and complete answer to this question, I must see at least some wonders of the world. I have very little travel experience so far and I only watch a lot about them on YouTube 😅 Now I remember one beautiful monument which I would most likely add to my list- Madain-Salih - the oldest architectural monument of Saudi Arabia. The complex consists of more than 130 massive rock tombs and structures carved into the rocks, perfectly preserved burials and about 50 inscriptions on the rocks dating back to an even more ancient - Donabatean - period. Estimated age 2000 years. It is believed that Madain-Salih belongs to the ancient Nabataean city of Hegra, which was the center of the caravan trade.

4. What should everyone experience at least once in their life?

As I answerd before - LSD :)

5. If You could become a character in a movie or book, what would it be?

I really love the X-Men, so I would like to become a Phoenix. Great strength means great responsibility. I would like to try to subdue this power and use it for good, as Xavier wanted, not for destruction.

6. Do you have any "shameful pleasures" that, however, give You a sense of happiness and fullne of life?

For a long time I taught myself not to be ashamed of anything.) But I can eat marmalade until my stomach hurts, it's not entirely embarrassing, but very funny to say the least.))

7. What is the wisest thought You have ever heard?

Wisdom is situational and must be applied to specific issues. Each conclusion after any experience has the right to be called wise to one degree or another. (damn I answered like a politician🤣)

8. If You could choose an era to live in, which one would you choose?

If we talk about the visual aspect (and I am definitely a visual in my perception), then I like the 20s and 50s. But since I absolutely do not like the position of women in society at this time (at least), I choose the present time :)

9. What superpower would you like to have?

Regulation of oxytocin and dopamine in society, haha.)

10. If you were offered eternal youth and an inexhaustible supply of money on the condition That you would never have love and family, Would you agree?

Never. Happiness is just something that can be shared with loved ones.

11. You were offered to freeze Your body for 200 years for free, at any time, would you agree?

In old age, I would agree. Just to see what the world will be like in 200 years and die filled with incredible and mysterious emotions!))

12. What would hell and heaven look like if you invented them?

Oooooh what a question. I must say right away that I am not a believer and have never been. I see heaven and hell as an entertaining play of the imagination, and I must say, this model of punishment and reward is a little outdated.Starting from the fact that heaven and hell do not exist and pretending that I do not know about it, there are still a huge number of moral obstacles on the way to creating any such concept. If I am a subject, with a certain worldview and a system of values, in which I can be wrong, like absolutely any other subject, therefore, my system of heaven and hell cannot be objective and fair for the whole, just as a world filled with subjects. Damn it, right now you and I are living in hell or in heaven, whichever we think we are! (yes i'm a bore :D)