elsie_caruso

I feel amazing. I just feel really amazing. Like everything makes sense. Like, I have no regrets. Like life is too precious to waste. Maybe ill watch a movie. I can't go anywhere since im so broke. heh. But that will all change soon. I will have work with my dad soon enough. No worries. Ive got a month till my bills need to be paid again. I think im going to ask for some acrylic or oil paint for my birthday. Id like to start painting again and maybe some canvas. And maybe a beginners piano book. I would like to get back to some of the things that have made me happy for so long.
I feel sad when everyone keeps asking me about the job. But i guess it is only right to tell them that i didn't get it if they were nice enough to be references. You know, I wouldn't really want to work there. Its obviously not the right position or i would have it. And, I wrote to the woman who interviewed me and asked her if she could give me some tips on how i could interview better, or feedback with any mistakes i made so that i could improve. She never wrote back. I really feel that i did a fantastic job. I just need more education. That is why I am going back to school in September.
I spent last night reading some of the driving book. I know i will be able to do it, after some careful reading and reviewing. I don't really know anything about cars or driving but im sure ill pick it up in no time.
My tummy is pretty loud. It was bothering me all night and its a little upset today. I'm guessing maybe i should eat something soon. I just don't know what.
I have to get new fafsa papers. They are at Ron Raymonds office in Ridley Park. I know my brother has to get them so maybe we could go together.
Tonight is the new Gauntlet. Im really into it, of course. I watched the new L word today- (well new meaning, the newest one i have, which is last weeks not yesterdays) and it was so sad. They focus alot of Dana and her breast cancer.
You know what.. i think im missing the price is right. Now that can't be good.