Today I have seen the futility of existence. I have heard that without one there can be no other. I am without my one. I have only ever fallen twice, but fell deep. The first axe strike was caused by the girl in question many moons ago. The second, more recent, more important, FUCK, might as well have been the only ONE, that axe fall, was my fault alone. Why does life cause so much pain? If its a test I'd like to say I've failed. Am I destined to be alone? Is there really such a thing as THE ONE? I have given up all hope.
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