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Everything was a lie. I thought I was good at reading people. I thought I knew the difference between good and evil. Now all that I know was I never should have trusted you.
When I was young I asked for a gift.
That gift has become my curse.
I never understood people who went through life numb.
Now it is a necessity.
I would rather not hold onto anything and never again feel loss.
There is so much beauty in the world that it causes me pain.
You would call me a hypocrite?
We are all hypocrites.
I acknowledge all of my flaws. I wish I was different, but I have accepted who I am and why I was made. I am only trying to take care of my family and make it through another day. I have chosen to walk this path. You chose for me to walk it alone.
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