Mmmkay, yeah... I changed the picture... it's hard to check my journal at work when theres this picture of me doing naughty things to a candy cane... and anyway I'm not really that dirty... well not normaly.
Yes I'm depressed... yes I have 8 hours and 6 minutes until I'm 21... and so far this birthday has sucked balls. (Granted it isn't my birthday yet... but when the holiday your birthday has an eve your birthday gets an eve too dammit.)
Meh but I'm not going to bring you all down with my pitaful woes and tears... there's no need to make you all sad to. Go out and enjoy yourselves... get laid and drunk if thats what you want or if your looking forward to snuggling up with that special someone and watching the ball drop then by all means snuggle to your hearts content!
So yeah from me to you... Happy New Years.. I got bored at work and stole this from a LJ...
Here's hoping next year is far better then this year has been!
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What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? I puked from drinking to much, great acomplishment isn't it... and I got my liscense...
Did you keep your New Year resolution and will you make more for next year? I don't make New Years resolutions... I think it's wrong that I should give up something on my birthday of all days.
Did anyone close to you give birth? My Aunt in law's brother's wife did... I don't think that count... oh! and my friend jamie did! (diffrent Jamie squeaks)
Did anyone close to you die? My grandfather and my cat... oh and my lizard *galres at her ex fursiouly*
What countries did you visit? Scotland, Ireland, Britan, and Africa... all in my freaking head.
What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? A backbone... maybe enough selfishness to put myself first for once.
What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory and why? Valentines day... it was my Grandfather's funeral... and June 26th thats when I had my car accident.
What was your biggest achievement of the year? Getting my liscence and becoming director of RHPS
What was your biggest failure? My lizard... I shoudln't have ever bought it for Camron... it may have lived if it had belonged to someone else.
Did you suffer illness or injury?: Other than emotional?No... well, I found out I can't children...
What was the best thing you bought?: The best thing I bought? Heebus.. I have no clue... Sobe because I loved him... but also not Sobe cause he died... see it's hard!
Whose behavior merited celebration?: Mine! I stayed relativly sane... and Elena's she keeps me laughing.
Where did most of your money go?: I spent it on other people... bills... bus passes.. rent.. and lunch... and a few pieces of clothing.
What did you get really, really, really excited about?: Playing Columbia as Strawberry Shortcake... and my 21st birthday.
What song will always remind you of 2003?: Umm none really... maybe "Bright Lights" By Matchbox 20...
Compared to this time last year, are you:
Happier or sadder?: Sadder... but free
Thinner or fatter?: Same
Richer or poorer?: Richer
What do you wish you'd done more of?: Schooling
What do you wish you'd done less of?: Camron heh
How did you spend Christmas?: With my family.. YAY!
Did you fall in love in 2003?: No.. I fell out of love...
How many one-night stands?: .5 heh
Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?: Yes... I've never hated anyone before in my life... and now Ido.
What was the best book you read this year?: Too many to count.. probably "Wicked" and "Blackwood Manor"
What was your greatest musical discovery?: "Wicked" The Musical
What did you want and get?: I got the position of director for RHPS... and I wanted it... I got my lisence... and I wanted it.. I got my job... and I wanted it.
What did you want and not get?: Not to be lonely or feel lost and so damn vulnerable.
What was your favorite film of this year?: Hmmm... "Down with Love" and "Pirates of the Caribian" I think Chicago was actually a 2002 film.. but I could be wrong.
What did you do on your birthday and how old were you?: Heh well I was 20 and I spent it at home with Camron... but I really don't count that since my birthday is tomrrow... so I dunno.. we will see.
How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?: Same old same old.. lots of red... and simish. Whatever I feel liek wearing I wear. *shrugs*
What kept you sane?: Having a full plate so I didn't have to think about all the sad stuff.. then later when that became too much.. my friends...
Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?: Umm this one dosn't ever change. JOHNNY DEPP
Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003: That there are a lot of diffrent types of love... and very few of them are good.
Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: "Blithe smile, lithe limb, she who's winsome, she wins him... Gold hair with a gentle curl, that's the girl he chose, and heaven knows, I'm not that girl."
Yes I'm depressed... yes I have 8 hours and 6 minutes until I'm 21... and so far this birthday has sucked balls. (Granted it isn't my birthday yet... but when the holiday your birthday has an eve your birthday gets an eve too dammit.)
Meh but I'm not going to bring you all down with my pitaful woes and tears... there's no need to make you all sad to. Go out and enjoy yourselves... get laid and drunk if thats what you want or if your looking forward to snuggling up with that special someone and watching the ball drop then by all means snuggle to your hearts content!
So yeah from me to you... Happy New Years.. I got bored at work and stole this from a LJ...
Here's hoping next year is far better then this year has been!
*******
What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? I puked from drinking to much, great acomplishment isn't it... and I got my liscense...
Did you keep your New Year resolution and will you make more for next year? I don't make New Years resolutions... I think it's wrong that I should give up something on my birthday of all days.
Did anyone close to you give birth? My Aunt in law's brother's wife did... I don't think that count... oh! and my friend jamie did! (diffrent Jamie squeaks)
Did anyone close to you die? My grandfather and my cat... oh and my lizard *galres at her ex fursiouly*
What countries did you visit? Scotland, Ireland, Britan, and Africa... all in my freaking head.
What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? A backbone... maybe enough selfishness to put myself first for once.
What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory and why? Valentines day... it was my Grandfather's funeral... and June 26th thats when I had my car accident.
What was your biggest achievement of the year? Getting my liscence and becoming director of RHPS
What was your biggest failure? My lizard... I shoudln't have ever bought it for Camron... it may have lived if it had belonged to someone else.
Did you suffer illness or injury?: Other than emotional?No... well, I found out I can't children...
What was the best thing you bought?: The best thing I bought? Heebus.. I have no clue... Sobe because I loved him... but also not Sobe cause he died... see it's hard!
Whose behavior merited celebration?: Mine! I stayed relativly sane... and Elena's she keeps me laughing.
Where did most of your money go?: I spent it on other people... bills... bus passes.. rent.. and lunch... and a few pieces of clothing.
What did you get really, really, really excited about?: Playing Columbia as Strawberry Shortcake... and my 21st birthday.
What song will always remind you of 2003?: Umm none really... maybe "Bright Lights" By Matchbox 20...
Compared to this time last year, are you:
Happier or sadder?: Sadder... but free
Thinner or fatter?: Same
Richer or poorer?: Richer
What do you wish you'd done more of?: Schooling
What do you wish you'd done less of?: Camron heh
How did you spend Christmas?: With my family.. YAY!
Did you fall in love in 2003?: No.. I fell out of love...
How many one-night stands?: .5 heh
Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?: Yes... I've never hated anyone before in my life... and now Ido.
What was the best book you read this year?: Too many to count.. probably "Wicked" and "Blackwood Manor"
What was your greatest musical discovery?: "Wicked" The Musical
What did you want and get?: I got the position of director for RHPS... and I wanted it... I got my lisence... and I wanted it.. I got my job... and I wanted it.
What did you want and not get?: Not to be lonely or feel lost and so damn vulnerable.
What was your favorite film of this year?: Hmmm... "Down with Love" and "Pirates of the Caribian" I think Chicago was actually a 2002 film.. but I could be wrong.
What did you do on your birthday and how old were you?: Heh well I was 20 and I spent it at home with Camron... but I really don't count that since my birthday is tomrrow... so I dunno.. we will see.
How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?: Same old same old.. lots of red... and simish. Whatever I feel liek wearing I wear. *shrugs*
What kept you sane?: Having a full plate so I didn't have to think about all the sad stuff.. then later when that became too much.. my friends...
Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?: Umm this one dosn't ever change. JOHNNY DEPP
Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003: That there are a lot of diffrent types of love... and very few of them are good.
Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: "Blithe smile, lithe limb, she who's winsome, she wins him... Gold hair with a gentle curl, that's the girl he chose, and heaven knows, I'm not that girl."
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catboner:
10:something am.
lx:
Happy, happy BDAY!!! You are officially old now. You must now reexamine your whole life and make sure it is headed down the right course... 