is it normal that i still haven't heal after 5 years? (after that i was in love and not loved in return)
How long will it takes me to be able to live again?
SOmetimes i feel positive..but only sometimes...
I'm scared to wake me up at 40 years old and realise i wasted all my life because of some stupid bastard...it already took me 5 years...5 years living in absolute hell..and it's only since a few weeks that i'm able to feel a little bit more positive.
Last month i remeber i was thinking all the time about killing myself.
But why is it so fucking hard to heal??
How long will it takes me to be able to live again?
SOmetimes i feel positive..but only sometimes...
I'm scared to wake me up at 40 years old and realise i wasted all my life because of some stupid bastard...it already took me 5 years...5 years living in absolute hell..and it's only since a few weeks that i'm able to feel a little bit more positive.
Last month i remeber i was thinking all the time about killing myself.
But why is it so fucking hard to heal??
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How are you today ?
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I'm doing well except my internet just went out - damn dsl- o well phone still works 