eloiine

I have some huge pb in my life at the moment...
I don't know what hair color i should get on my hair

My natural hair color really does sucks a lot (it's between dark blonde and light brown)
I used to be very blond for a long time (like on my profile pict) and actually i feel a bit nostalgic sometimes because i must admit..i had very beautiful hair lol
I 'd like also to get the "bree van de kamp" hair color.. i kind of like the idea of being a red head...i'm not a little girl anymore..and it might gives me more character..do no

It might sound weird because i adapt my "inner " personnality in accordance to my outside appearance.
I don't know if all womens feels the same.
I don't feel the same person if i'm blonde or red head or brunette...
So then having a blonde or a red head look makes a lot of difference..this is not just about a hair color..this is about my whole personnality and the character i want to be....


I feel a bit stupid and selfish talking about such superficials things...well anyway
I know i have some work to do to "open myself to the world"
But i'm not the pessimistic girl i used to be anymore (if someone reminds me)
I didn't knew i would come back here.
But i think i liked this place..and i feel a bit nostalgic..even though that was not the best time of my life.

Now i'm a brand new person!


But i don't want to keep my natural color, it's too boring