elmisfit

i should think by now i'd be used to feeling depressed and miserable still i get to see the misfits(well whats left of them ) on thursday

i enjoy being scum .

this place keeps getting better . its just a pity i dont say much or i would use all the stuff here . then again im not a naked girl or very popular so not very many people would notice , the sad thing about this community of "alternative" people is that they are not that different from anyone else .............

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh ......... fuck everyone ,i hate you all !!

why couldnt i sleep ? i just lay in bed looking at the celing ,but now its morning i feel dirty and i just had a shower ,im also a bit hyped for no reason as i still keep coughing up large chunks of phlem .
but at least im playing my guitar again

ive have a cold again three times in three weeks , now thats shit ! hope its not SARS .

zzzz zzzz zzzz zzzz

feeling better now , not as depressed as earlier
i have to thank Garbage for that and orginised sport (yay AC MILAN) .