Today I registered for my test. I'll be taking it tuesday night. Many of you know the implications of this. Yes, it's a $5 an hour raise, but it's also that I'll have a trade, a job, a future, and a marketabilaty. I'll have to make huge choices about my job and my loyalty- money or my friends. Essentially- I'm freaking out. Basically, I'm in hour 11 of a wicked anxiety attack.
Speaking of which, I'm really nervous about this test. Not because of the material, which I feel prepared for, but because I seem to be prone to this anxiety shit. I really fucking hope I can suck it up and make it through a 3 hour test when I knew I couldn't make it through a movie tonight.
The future is now. And it's scaring the shit out of me.
Either way I'll be at whosyourlibra's party wed- really happy or reeking of failure.
Speaking of which, I'm really nervous about this test. Not because of the material, which I feel prepared for, but because I seem to be prone to this anxiety shit. I really fucking hope I can suck it up and make it through a 3 hour test when I knew I couldn't make it through a movie tonight.
The future is now. And it's scaring the shit out of me.
Either way I'll be at whosyourlibra's party wed- really happy or reeking of failure.
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That aside...
it will work out. Things always do. You'll do your best of that I...and all of us...are sure. And that is all that anyone can ask...and more then most expect.
You kick ass. I sometimes wonder why your legs aren't more tired from kicking so much ass.
So try to rest up for more ass kicking.
Best of luck bub.
You've got oodles of people cheering for you.
wednesday seems so far away.