well- here i am. not so sure about this whole journal thing. i'm kinda new to all this, but why not. had another boring evening. decided to stop at a bar for last call as i was driving around bored and sober. it was kinda funny standing there alone watching all the mayhem while impared by sobriety. it was fairly awkward, i must say. i'm not quite sure why i'm so shy. i just have trouble striking up a conversation with someone purely out of proximity. i guess i'll just have to get over it. thats's why this scene intrests me. i wish people at the bars had little profiles pinned on their shirts, then if you found someone attractive you could check out their bio and see if you had anything in common. then again, i guess thats why people dress a certain way when they go out, myself included. i just get intimidaded by the cool kids. somehow feel i'm not worthy. wow- i don't know if late night honesty is a great way to introduce myself here, but so be it. at least tommorrow is sunday morning. lounging is good.
chiclet:
Hello! Ran into your journal entry. The bar scene is really weird, especially if you are sober, I whole heartedly agree. But I also met my boyfriend at a club, so, it's possible to connect to people, somehow! Neither of us were that drunk, though. It does take a leap of faith on somebody's part to make the first contact. That can be really nerve wracking! But eh, what have you got to lose? Maybe a bit of pride, but that heals.