ellixan

Sorry it's been so long since i've updated.

So i had abouttwo pages written and my comp crashed. it falls prerfectly in line with the rest of my day.

-the girl i love wont talk to me
-i've developed lactose intolerance, and i was given a dinner with more than 3 cups of milk in it
-im getting sick
-and i've just given up on life in general. it's awesome

I've discovered im a little hyper-sensitive piece of shit. Yea, I cry, fuck you. I just got done crying, and I'll prolly cry again when I finish writing this. whoknows, maybe I justneed to get laid. It's not like I'm against pre-marital sex. Shit, I'm entirely pro all sex. I just want my first time (see my stats on the left) to be with someone I really care about. Which really is a HUGE limiting factor, cause I hate people. There are so few people I can stand to be around it's ridiculous. *sigh* Maybe I'll just become a monk. I wouldsay a priest but I don't like little boys that much.

In other news I finally got the domain and hosting I've been wanting for so long. It's funny, when all the other 5th graders were talking about wanting to be cops or marine biologists (no one knew what that meant), I always said I wanted to make web pages. I'm a loser, I know. As soon as I get it semi-up I'll post the link for anyone who cares

I'm also getting pretty comfortable on my motorcycle. I really wanna trade up for a 919, but i think it'd be smarter to get more milesunder my belt on this freaking, toy-esque 250. *shrug* better bored than dead... maybe.

Aight, I'm gonna go cry some more now, then maybe i'll fall asleep listening to some NIN...

peace

EDIT: Ugh, I'm goin riding tomorrow so i REALLY need to sleep so i dont crash and burn, but im just not tired...