THIS IS A REPOST... I WANTED EVERY ONE TO SEE IT TO ANSWER SOME QUESTIONS
**** to answer what I ment by "fitter" Im in no way over weight or "fat" (gosh I hate that word) I was a 90 lbs limber flexy gumby dance/cheerleader for most of my life... sicne Ive moved to mn (1 1/2 years ago) Ive gaind and become flabby... now understand that my former physical image was extream in the sence that no one should look like I did w/ out reason.... so I guess I would like to tone up... I was a size 0 now Im a size 3 in no way bad but odd to me...
****** for thoes who do not know my motives for wanting to be an SG.. I like Amina Am missing a limb... about where she is missing her leg I am "missing" my left arm.... My mom did ALOT of meth while prego and it caused my lower left arm (an inch past the elbow) not to form... now in no way do I see my self as missing any thing, hell you can't miss what you never had; but in high school it was a vendetta ( oh just a warning now I cant spell for poo so I sound things out Ive been trying for years to get better but meh you all understand)... Like I choose to be that way to offend people... ha like gee one morning I woke up and was like.. "hey lets freak poeple out.." any hoo I want to show people REAL beauty, the kind that putrudes from within. I see in on here every day, every time I see a girl that has it, you can see it in her eyes, just that deep look thats says " I am beauty, my soul, my body, my world IS beautiful. and guess what guys? I want to be that girl. It sounds trivial but I want sg w/ every stich of my being. I want to say I am/was a Suicide Girl. If I ever get it the seccond I find out Im getting it tattooed on me, bands, boyfriends and trends come and go but that, that will be w/ me forever. I mean I cant ever see sg as somthing I wouldnt be sooo proud to repersent. I cant see it changing into somthing that I wouldnt want to be apart of... maby Im crazy... or maby its all the meth I did as a fetus... I can dream cant I????
THE ONE THE ONLY
Kara Lynn Allsopp
**** to answer what I ment by "fitter" Im in no way over weight or "fat" (gosh I hate that word) I was a 90 lbs limber flexy gumby dance/cheerleader for most of my life... sicne Ive moved to mn (1 1/2 years ago) Ive gaind and become flabby... now understand that my former physical image was extream in the sence that no one should look like I did w/ out reason.... so I guess I would like to tone up... I was a size 0 now Im a size 3 in no way bad but odd to me...
****** for thoes who do not know my motives for wanting to be an SG.. I like Amina Am missing a limb... about where she is missing her leg I am "missing" my left arm.... My mom did ALOT of meth while prego and it caused my lower left arm (an inch past the elbow) not to form... now in no way do I see my self as missing any thing, hell you can't miss what you never had; but in high school it was a vendetta ( oh just a warning now I cant spell for poo so I sound things out Ive been trying for years to get better but meh you all understand)... Like I choose to be that way to offend people... ha like gee one morning I woke up and was like.. "hey lets freak poeple out.." any hoo I want to show people REAL beauty, the kind that putrudes from within. I see in on here every day, every time I see a girl that has it, you can see it in her eyes, just that deep look thats says " I am beauty, my soul, my body, my world IS beautiful. and guess what guys? I want to be that girl. It sounds trivial but I want sg w/ every stich of my being. I want to say I am/was a Suicide Girl. If I ever get it the seccond I find out Im getting it tattooed on me, bands, boyfriends and trends come and go but that, that will be w/ me forever. I mean I cant ever see sg as somthing I wouldnt be sooo proud to repersent. I cant see it changing into somthing that I wouldnt want to be apart of... maby Im crazy... or maby its all the meth I did as a fetus... I can dream cant I????
THE ONE THE ONLY
Kara Lynn Allsopp
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