ellebelle

I saw my doctor today. She is always such a REAL PERSON with actual advise and tools. I'm glad she's not just my sounding board like some of my other doctors have been in the past.*and how does that make you feel?*

I told her I wanted to confenscate my daughters clothes (just a few outfits that are absolutely totally ratty and junky looking) She wears the same clothes all the time. Ripped jeans/ band t-shirts or a camo-skirt and a band t-shirts. It's like she wears the same shit all the time. She has a closet FULL of clothes. FULL. I don't mind her punky look (why would I care) but, she looks destitute. My doctor said, it's an Identity thing. She feels more comfortable in certain clothes. day after day month after month? Um...okay. So why bother buying her new clothes. I don't ever buy her stuff if I'm by myself ANYMORE. We took her to the Buffalo Exchange and Red Light this weekend. She didn't buy a thing. She's looking for tank girl looking boots. They are really hard to find, even on ebay. If you've seen ghost world- Enid wears a pair. Mid Calf black with a strap or buckle across the top.

Other combat boots I've shown her online- she's not interested in. They have to be perfect. Heres a likeness of the boots. Stolen from my friend Janel's myspace profile:



These are my boots that I wear with a black skirt:
the black pair/ you can barely see the stars/ the heel has a star cut-out that you can look through if you put your eyeball up to it. I love em.